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isang taon na ang nakalipas. a tear escaped my eye as i looked on christian's grave. isang taon na pero hindi pa rin ako makausad.

i remember the last time i saw him at the hospital. a nurse approached me after i calmed down and gave me a box. little did i know that they found it on his car after the accident.

at first, i was hesitant to open it, pero pinilit ko. it might be something important. it is. because it contains a…

necklace.

and a small note with it inside the black box as well.

i remember every word etched in it with black ink.

my love, nia.

akala mo, tapos na date natin 'no? hindi pa! kunyari lang akong uuwi pero bumalik ako para ibigay sa'yo 'to. isuot mo ito palagi. this necklace will always make you remember that i'm always here for you. iyong kahit hindi tayo magkasama, dama mo na yakap kita. matulog ka palagi ha? huwag mo na akong isipin! you will always see me in your dreams anyway. just kidding. just remember, nia, that i will always come to you, no matter what happens. lalo na kapag hindi ka natutulog! darating ako para pagalitan ka.

i love you nia. to infinity.

christian.

yet he didn't make it to give to me.