Horace P.O.V.
I can't remember what happened the night before. Everything was fuzzy. I then woke up in my room. There was mumbling. I sat up to find all the peculiar children standing around the bed. I then noticed a familiar face.
"REN!?!?!" I practically screamed this causing everyone jump. Apparently they didn't see my awakening.
My old friend replied enthusiastically, "Horace! Get up and hug me you lazy bum!!!"
I did exactly what she said. We embraced each other to the point where I was sobbing uncontrollably.
"Hey what's wrong? Aren't you happy to see your best friend?" She asked confused.
"I don't want to talk about it..." I replied. I started cutting for a while. I couldn't tell them, it would be to risky. They would probably have eyes on me 24/7, if they did that would probably be really awkward. It would be even more awkward when I'm showering or using the bathroom, maybe even changing.
I felt tired. I felt alone. I felt broken. I started to hyperventilate. I also got super dizzy, everything was spinning. My vision started to tunnel. I felt my heartbeat quickening. I felt tears streaming down my face. I remembered that the lavender I always carried was on my nightstand still. Then I felt strong hands grip me shoulders.
"Horace listen to me. Breath in for 4 seconds." I did what the voice said. "Good, now hold it in 7 seconds." I held it in for the same amount of time. "Good job, you're doing great. Now breathe out for 8 seconds." I breathed out, I saw my vision turn back to normal, everything stopped spinning, and I felt my heartbeat turn back to its normal pace. The tears were still falling though. I looked up to come face to face with Miss Peregrine. That just caused me to cry even harder.
"Hey it's okay Horace you're okay. You're alright." Miss Peregrine said comforting me.
"N-no it's n-not okay!" I said blankly.
I should have felt sad or even angry, but at that moment I didn't feel anything.
What is wrong with me...
(( Hey sorry this took so long to publish. I was really busy.))
~Ren UwU
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