Love is the Question?

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I have opened the door and I have know clue what I am going to say to my parents. Maybe "Hey mum and dad the only reason I got a detention was because I wanted to like umm... impress this guy in my home group" No I will not say that my life would be over and my parents would never speak to me again!
"Clover get in the lounge room right now" my dad says and I can hear the disappointment in his voice.
Not wanting to anger him even more I obey his instructions. I am trying so hard not to cry but its that time of the month, and well what can I say get emotional.
When I finally reach the lounge room at the very back of the house, my mother is crying and my dad is frowning at me so hard I feel as though I might shatter.
"Clover,when your sister died we swore we would never let any harm come to you. Ever, but going and getting a detention. Well your asking for trouble, Why did you do it" my mum says still crying.
I don't know how to tell her that the only reason I did it was for a boy. So instead of saying I'm sorry, I yell out "I don't know why I did it, you and dad are always so hard on me, maybe I just wanted a break from being a good girl" and before they can answer I bolt up the stairs into my room and slam the door. End of conversation.
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"Ellie, you have know Idea how bad it was, they went on about London like she was so bad and that I was so bad and, in the end I just ran up stairs and slammed the door" I tell Ellie, and she sighs.
"I'm sorry Clo I didn't think you would get in that much trouble" she says it sadly, and I can tell it's genuine she's not usually like that, she's the upbeat one of us.
"Hey El it's ok, I didn't get in that much trouble it was just. Emotional" I say smiling through the phone.
"So off that depressing topic, it's Saturday tomorrow, what are we going to do?" She says it happy again, but what is she talking about? We never do anything on a Saturday.
"El we never do anything on a Saturday. But anyway what did you have in mind?"
"Well" she says "I was told that there was a party on" I can tell she's smiling.
"So what? Who's throwing this so called party?" I say annoyed because it's probably just some random we have never even seen before.
"Dustin is throwing it" the whole world goes blank and I can hear in my head are her words "Dustin is throwing it"
"Clo I'm talking to you, are you still there?"
Oh shit Ellie was talking to me.
"Yeah I'm still here, are you sure it's Dustin or a you just making it up so I will go?"
"It's Dustin alright he posted it on Facebook "
Facebook, I was banned from Facebook because of my sister, oh shit I'm also banned from party's. London my sister was Internet stalked and then she was murdered at a party. The killer was sent to prison but my parents still don't trust me enough to let me go or get it back.
"Clo can you come?"
"El I don't think I will be able to, if I ask my parents but, who says I have to ask them? What time is it?"
"It starts at 9:00"
"Meet me on the bend just outside my house at 8:30"
"It's a deal"
"Bye El"
"Bye Clo"
It's 3:00 in the morning I should go to sleep