I've got my feet on solid ground. (Austlan Cashby)

I'll Play the Romeo, You'll Play the Juliet

~Alan’s POV~

I was laying with Austin, I looked up at him and said “I love you, Austin, with all my heart.”

Austin leaned down and kissed me but then I heard a shriek from behind me. Then Abby’s oh so annoying voice yelling at Austin. He stood up quickly running after Abby telling her “No Abby you don’t understand he made me do it!” And “I could never like Alan. Just look at him! No one could ever love him.” 

Now that hurt. 

“No Austin, you’re lying!”

“NO! No I’m not Alan! I love Abby how could I ever love a piece of shit like you? Just look at you.”

By now there was tears streaming down my cheeks. 

Abby and Austin began walking away slowly vanishing, leaving me in a room that slowly was consumed by blackness. I started screaming out. 

“Austin why? Why don’t you love me. Austin all I ever wanted was you. Why cant you love me too? Why am I never good enough for anyone?” 

“Alan, Alan wake up!”

My eyes fluttered open to the sight of Austin’s beautiful face staring down at me. His eyes filled with concern and confusion. 

“What happened Alan? You began shaking and crying in your sleep! I was worried sick. Then you began crying out my name. Alan please tell me what happened!”

 Just then I noticed the clock. It was only 10:45 pm.

“I uhm. It was just a bad dream don’t worry about it.” 

I leaned up and pressed my lips against Austin’s. 

“Alan, I love you.”

“I love you too, Austin.”

I laid my heard back onto Austin’s chest and snaked my arm around his waist and outlined the tattoos on his arms with my fingers. 

“Hey ginger princess?”

“Yeah babe?” I looked up at Austin just in time to see a blush cross his face. I smiled at him to show him to continue.

“Do you want to go back to the bunks or do you want to watch another movie?”  after Austin said this he planted a small kiss on my temple. 

“Will you carry me back to the bunks? I don’t want to move!” 

“Yeah, what do you want me to undress you too?” Austin said the last part of that sentence sarcastically but I couldn’t help but imagine if he did. 

I looked up at him and winked

“Wellll…” I dragged out the entire word and looked down. 

I felt Austin’s chest move as he let out a small laugh and I couldn’t help but smile.

“Well… If you want me too.” I looked up into his eyes and he winked down at me before kissing me on my forehead. 

Austin crawled over me on the couch and when I went to get up he engulfed me into a hug then carried me bridal style into the bunk area. 

He looked down at me and then his face flashed a smile as he dropped me off in his bunk before walking off to get something. 

A few minutes later Austin reappeared carrying two blankets and some clothes. I looked at him confused until I realized he had his pajamas on. Once at the bunk he handed me the pajamas which truthfully just consisted of a pair of pajama pants and a shirt. Austin closed the curtain to his bunk so I could change in there without moving. I put on the pants and looked down at the shirt before deciding I didn’t want to wear a shirt while I was cuddling with Austin.