You've changed | Mattia polibio

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I based this chapter on the song above PLEASE play it while you read this, have it on repeat until you finish the chapter it'll make it better.

I wake up and my head is pounding. My eyes sting, and I just feel weak. I pick up my phone.

27 missed calls from My Love 🥰
3 messages from My Love 🥰

My love 🥰
Answer my calls Mattia please

I need to talk to you, please Mattia

Call me in the morning, I love you

I roll my eyes at the messages, putting my phone down and getting ibuprofen and grabbing my shoes, keys and a water. I call Katelynn

"Hey, hi Mattia"

"I'm coming over right now, don't even think of lies to tell me, I want the truth" I say before hanging up.

I pull up in her driveway, and this time, unlike the others, I just feel angry. I knock on the door and I see her face. I don't know what to feel, I love her, so much, but I want to hate her so bad. 

Next thing I know, her arms are around me, hugging me, I fall into the hug. I needed this, I don't understand why, but I needed this.

"I'm so sorry, I fucked up, I know that" she says wiping away tears.

"Why? Tell me you were drunk, please tell me you were fucked up and that's why it happened"

"You know I don't drink or smoke Mattia, and I feel you deserve the truth, this isn't a one time thing, and I'm so so sorry"

"I love you Lynn, more than I love myself, but I can't put myself in a position where I'm going to get hurt, I love you, but I can't stay in this relationship, I can't allow myself to get cheated on" I say, tears falling down my face.

"I love you, I'm sorry I hurt you"

"Did I drive you away?"

"No, no, you were so good to me, too good to me, I didn't deserve you"

"I promise you this, I'll always look after you" at this point, both of us are in tears, I feel like I'm losing everything, she was my everything.

"I'm gonna miss you"

"I have to go" I say turning around, if I stayed even a second longer I would have started to question my decision, and I couldn't let that happen.

I know I lost her, I know she hurt me, I know I don't need to be in a relationship like that. So I had to go, so I didn't go back on what I said.

Tears fall out of my eyes all the way home, when I get there, I go to bed, and lay there, still and crying. I just lost everything I had.

Kileys thoughts 💭

So this one was short, but I have a lot of ideas coming up and I hope y'all like it, I love you guys, and I hope you're having a great day.