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「ʜᴏɴᴇsᴛʏ」

Jungkook's P.O.V

    Jungkook looks up at the night sky. He has been sitting on the railing to Jin's porch for over an hour, thinking. 

    He looks up as he hears the front door open, like he has been doing the past hour, hoping it would be the person he's been thinking about. 

    This time, he's in luck.

    Jimin walks out and looks up at the sky. Jungkook admires him for a moment before speaking up, letting Jimin know of his presence.

    "Jimin." Jungkook says his name softly, watching as the smaller flinches.

    Jimin turns to him quickly and freezes when they make eye contact. Jungkook swiftly jumps off the railing and walks closer to him. With every step he takes, Jimin takes one away from him.

    "Go away." Jimin says weakly.

    Jungkook can see from his glossy eyes that he has been crying. He feels his heart sting in his chest and looks down, biting his bottom lip harshly. He has thought about what to say to Jimin for a long time, but the words are much harder to utter in front of Jimin than inside of his mind.

   Jungkook looks up to see Jimin facing away from him, so he steps forward and takes his hand to get his attention. Jimin flinches again, retracting his hand from Jungkook's bigger one and Jungkook sighs in despair.

    "Jimin, I'm so, so sorry for doing that to you. I saw you dancing and I... I lost control. You make me lose control. I have nothing to say in my defence other than that I'm an idiot. I should have tried harder to restrain myself." Jungkook says wholeheartedly, relieved to get it off his chest. 

    What he says next, though, he did not plan on saying out loud.

    "I know it's wrong, that we're ill-fated. I know I shouldn't have kissed you, but now, afterwards, I don't regret it. I feel something for you. You stir something inside of me." He says and Jimin takes a sharp breath.

    "Stop. You're just going to hurt me. Hell, you already have hurt me. You were right in what you said before, we can't. Hoseok is my brother, you're his best friend. It would be selfish of me to start dating you, causing him difficulty to satisfy myself. I love him more than you, and I don't want to hurt him. I just want to get over you." Jimin says, eyes glossier than before.

    After all that, Jungook only has six words running through his mind, like a song on repeat.

I love him more than you I love him more than you I love him more than you I love him more than you I love him more than you I love him more than you

    "You love me?" He asks, searching for Jimin's eyes, but the younger's gaze fall to the ground.

    "That was not the point, Jungkook." Jimin says silently, "The point was that I can't have you." he continues and Jungkook puts a finger under his chin momentarily to make Jimin look at him.

    "You have no idea how badly I want that to be false." Jungkook says and watches a lonly tear fall from Jimin's eye before quickly being wiped away by his sleeve. 

    Then, the front door is being flinged open and Jungkook stumbles backwards as he is being pushed away from Jimin.

    "Don't go near him. You are a real dick, you know that? Leading people on just to throw them away... have I taught you nothing?!" Jin talks quickly, a sign that he's angry.