I'm just going to use random names if I use pov's cause I don't want to use my name over and over .... I guess I could do y/n if you guys want me to.
P.s. I love this song it makes me think of Jax teller 🤨🥴PS NOT MY BEST WORK!! IM SORRY 😰
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Song - another love by grace Pitts
................................................................................................................* Ellie's pov *
"how do you feel about that?" Asked my best friend Ethel as she nodded in the direction of archie and Veronica holding hands and laughing as they walked down the hallway.
"It's fine." I said grabbing random thin in my locker so I could avoid looking at the happy couple.
"Come one Ellie he cheated on you with her, you aren't the least bit annoyed or angry?" She asked giving me a weird look.
"Really Ethel I'm... over it... i got to get to class." I said as I rushed away from my friend and bit my lip so I wouldn't cry again.
God I missed archie, but he made his decision. I'm wasn't going to beg him to stay with me or accept a cheater and I wasn't going to let the hurt I felt run my life anymore.
*time skip to after school*
"How was school today honey?" My dad Tom Keller asked as he walked into the house after his shift.
"It was fine I guess." I shrugged trying to focus on my homework.
"Where is your brother?" Dad asked
"Oh he went over to Betty's house to work on a project." I explained as I gathered my stuff to go to my room. I loved my dad but I wasn't in the mood for company.
"I'm going to go to my room dad, just yell when it's time for dinner." I ran up the stairs and shut my bedroom door.Today was hard seeing archie and Veronica around looking happy like they didn't hurt me, but I'm tired of being upset or heart broke But to not feel hurt I need to confront Archie.
"Dad, I'm going on a walk I'll be back later." I told him as I passed the kitchen.
"Alright be careful." I left the house and made my way to archie's house hoping he'd be there.
As I walked down the familiar street I was hit with memories.
I remember when me and Kevin would walk down so I could visit archie and he could see Betty.
And archie would grab my hand squeezing my small hand in his large hand making me feel loved and warm. When me and archie would take our walks we'd go to this certain patch of trees and that's where he first kissed me, he was my first kiss, my first boyfriend, my first love, and my first heart break.I knocked on the door of the Andrews home and fred answered.
"Ellie, hi" he greeted me with a soft smile.
"Hi mr.andrews...Um is archie home?" If he wasn't home I'd have to wait cause I needed to get this off my chest.
" no but he should be home soon if you want to come back." I shook my head
"That's ok I'll wait for him." I frowned at least I'd get time to think about what I wanted to say.
"You can come inside and wait." Fred opened the door wider allowing me to come in if I wanted.
"That's ok mr.andrews I'll wait out here." He looked at me for a moment before nodding.
"It was good to see you Ellie, I sure do miss you kid." Fred was always treated me like family and I missed that.
"It was good seeing you to." I have him a small sad smile and he shut the door. I took a seat on his porch now all I have to do is think about what to say.
All I ever wanted was for someone to love me. I never felt good enough, my dad was always busy with work or Kevin, and Kevin was all always about Betty or moose or Joaquin. I had no one I always felt alone. I know my family loved me but they just...didn't know how to show it all the time, but when I met archie. Things changed he made me feel complete and like I was enough and I was loved and wanted. He made me feel good.
He built me up, I shouldn't put my insecurities on him but with what he did it broke me I'm broken and I'm going to tell him that."Ellie?" I looked up to see the red haired boy.
"Hi archie." I stood and he just looked at me confused.
"I'm sorry I just dropped by and your dad said you were on your way home so I waited." I fiddled with my fingers my anxiety was creeping up.
"Is everything ok?" He asked as he took a step closer.
"Ya ...it's just.. we should talk." He nodded
"Ya we probably should we haven't talked since.." he faded off looking away from me.
"Since I caught you and Veronica? It's ok to say it archie that is what I want to talk about."
"You have to know Ellie I didn't mean to hurt you." His eyes begged me to believe him.
"God archie are you serious! You cheated on me how would that not hurt me!" I raised my voice.
"I ...we ...I'm" he started
"Just listen archie please. When we were together you made me feel so loved and wanted I felt good enough. I thought you loved me I thought maybe ...It doesn't matter what I thought cause you took those feelings and thoughts away from me." Tears burned my eyes and I looked away from him.
"You are good enough, I never meant to make you feel bad or hurt you I did love you." Loved. Loved. Past tense. Him saying those words took my breathe away .
"We just..""Archie Why that's all I want to know why?" Tears rolled down my cheeks and his eyes looked wet from tears.
"It just happened. She was there and one thing led to another and ...you walked in and I'm sorry". He wiped at his eyes.
"That's not what I meant archie, I meant why wasn't I good enough why did you have to have sex with her. Why was she better then me? Was what we had nothing to you? I don't understand what I did wrong." I sobbed as much as I wanted to hold in my emotions I couldn't it all came out. Archie walked towards me and attempted to hug me I pushed him away.
"Answer me damn it if you ever loved me then tell me." I hit his chest.
"You did nothing wrong. I will always be sorry. I loved you I fucked it up but I have moved on" I stared at him for a moment a part of me wanted him to beg for forgiveness and I'd take him back and we'd be happy but a bigger part of me knew that would never happen.
"Goodbye archie." I said as I kissed his cheek and walked down his drive way.
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