Lankybox Adstin

Chapter 2

          (Adams point of view)

          When i got home i flopped onto my bed and stared at the ceiling with a huge smile on my face. For the fist time in a while i felt.....like i was looking forward to something. I haven't felt this way in a long time. I just wanted to talk to someone and to care about someone. I have a girl friend actually. But the problem is, i'm gay. I was almost forced into this relationship by my friends because i had not come out yet. I still haven't, and i'm scared to. I don't know what people will think or what people will do or say. I wonder if people will treat me different. So i keep it a secret.

          I was shook out of my thoughts by my phone going off. It was Justin. I scrambled to get my phone off the night side table. 

(Texting Conversation With Justin)

Justin: Hey Whats up?

Adam: Nothing much i just got home.

Justin: So you said something about hanging out. When would be a good time/date?

Adam: Um i'm free whenever lol. I don't have many plans.

Justin: Ok then i'm free tomorrow afternoon. Is that ok?

Adam: Yes! That sounds great. See you then!

Justin: Ok see you!

(Adams point of view)

          I sigh and put down my phone. I have a lot of work to do before he gets here. I go around the house straitening up my things and cleaning. After about five hours i'm exhausted so i sit down on the couch and turn on the TV. I channel surf for about ten minutes till i find a short film channel. I find myself dozing off until i fall asleep. 

          I wake up the next morning with the TV on some weird show. I laugh and turn it off. I get ready to go to the store. I wanted to get food so maybe me and Justin could eat together. It made me really nervous because it almost felt like a date.....but it wasn't.....i must be seriously overthinking things. I get myself together and head to the store. While i was out i got a movie that I've been dying to watch so later when Justin left i could watch it. 

          When i got home i took a quick shower and made sure i looked presentable. Before i knew it in was six in the afternoon and i assumed Justin would be here soon. Right then my phone went off. I got excited thinking it was Justin and lunged for my phone. But It was my girlfriend. 

(Texting Conversation With Girlfriend)

Girlfriend: Hey Babe! Wanna hang out tonight?

Adam: Umm I cant i'm busy.

Girlfriend: Doing what? Never mind you can just tell me when i get there and ill help with whatever your doing. See you in 15!

(Adams point of view)

          I freeze with the phone in my hand. My girlfriend is very nosy and over-protective. She doesn't like me hanging out with other people. But maybe since he's a guy she wont suspect anything. I feel so evil saying that group of words, "suspect anything" But i never wanted to, or agreed to be in a relationship with this girl. I was forced and was pure pressured into the relationship. I try to act as happy as i can when i'm near her for the hopes that she doesn't tell all of my friends to not date me or to stay away from me. She has a big influence on everyone. Shes that cool girl who is the star of the show and is always out partying or drinking. So if she doesn't like me not many people will. 

          But just then in the middle of all my thoughts, i hear a knock at the door.