Unstable [Complete]

Breaking Point

Peridot's P.O.V.

I felt my hot tears run down my cheeks. I've been so depressed. Lapis never wants to hang out with me anymore. She barely talks to me, I always ask her if she wants to hang out. She'd always come up with some excuse to not spend time with me..This has been going on for about three months...I haven't told any of the crystal gems. I don't want them worried about me. I want to talk to Lapis but I can't just walk up to her and say, 'Hi Lapis! I'm super depressed because I think you hate me! I cry almost everyday and wanna shatter myself!' Besides even if I did do that she would probably feel really guilty. Unless she really does hate me...

I sighed and wiped my tears. I stood up and walked out of the barn, and into the forest. I ran through the forest, jumping from rock to rock until I arrived. I sat down in the field of blue and gold flowers. A sad smile stretched across my face as I brushed my hands against the flowers. This place is beautiful, and the best part is that Lapis will never find this place. Which means she'll never find out what happened here. Including what I intend on doing here.