- Dekus POV -
I was in front of the school, scared to face Kachan and Kirishima after I saw what they did yesterday behind the school. I didn't know if I should ask someone about them. But I think it's better if I just act as if nothing had happened. Right before the school entrance I heard a loud 'boom'. I quickly turned aorund to see an angry Kachan speed walking right in my direction. I was a bit scared because no one else was outside. I didn't know where they all went because just a few seconds earlier the place was crowded by students.Mabye I didn't notice because all the time I was staring in Kachans eyes. His wonderful ruby red eyes filled with anger, disappointment and hatred. He stopped a metre infront of me and smirked. Confused and frightened I stuttered:"H-Hey Kachan." He didn't react. Instead he just stood there and looked right into my eyes. I couldn't help but blush badly at the little space between us. He seemed to notice because he said:"The fuck are you blushing nerd?!" I didn't know hat to say so I tried to lie:"Ä-Äh... I-I just thought about this c-cute dog?" In the end it sounded more like a question than a statment. And Kachan, sadly didn't overhear it. "A dog, hm? So what did your 'dog' looked like?" He asked with sarcasm in his Voice. "Well" I replied, "I-It was al-little, blond P-Pomeranian."He leaned forward, his face was now only a few inches away from my own. "You're a bad liar." he whispered. "Did you really think I wouldn't notice how you alwyas stare at me and blush when I'm near you?" I stared at him in utter shock. "W-What do y-you m-" "Don't try to deny it, Deku! I know that you love me. And so does everyone else."He said to me while backing away a bit. "And you know what, useless nerd? It's disgustigng!" I couldn't believe what he just said. Everyone knows? ... Disgusting? What is happening? How did they find out? Was it really that obvious? What am I going to do now? But he hadn't finshed his speech. "How could you believe I, the one and only Bakugo Katsuki, could like some pathetic, stupid, useless Deku who can't do anything right? I hated you since I first saw you." I stared at him in disbelieve. "B-But when we were children y-you said-" "Tch. Did you really think I would have ever wanted to be a hero with you? I just pretended to be your friend so I could make you suffer even more. I mean, think about it, Deku. Do you really think anyone would love you? What could you, a little worthless faggot do to deserve anyone? Hm? Didn't you notice how everybody is annoyed by you overracting over erverything? Let me tell you something... No one, not even your own mother, ever loved you. No one ever cared for you or was worried about you. They all just tried to stand you and your annoying personalitie so they can let you down and never come back to you. Do you understand? No one wants you here." He told me with disgust in his voice. I didn't know what to do. I didn't know what to think. So I did the only thing which I can do really good. I run away. I always used to run away from my problems so I wouldn't have to face them. Most of the time it went well and they got solved from others. But the only problem I couldn't run away, ever, was Kachan. I couldn't escape him in middle school and I didn't believe that I could do it this time... But I hoped. I heard him shout after me:"You can't even stand that?! You really should have taken my advise Back then and killed yourself! " I didn't want to believe him. This can't be real, I thought. Surely someone will come out of a bush and tell me it was a big prank. But no one came to say these words. So I just kept running until I was infront of a huge cherry tree. I walked over and wanted to sit down a bit because I was exhausted from running away. But as I walked over I could see figures standing underneath the tree. After a few steps I could see there faces. There, standing under this wonderful cherry tree, were Kirishima and Kachan kissing, surrounded by white and red flowers. I freezed and wanted to turn around but behind me were also people. They looked at me with disgust. Throwing insults at me like 'faggot' 'waste of space' 'pathetic' 'worthless' 'useless'. I didn't know where to go so I just stood there. Crying. I closed my eyes in hope everything would be alright when I opened them again. And as I did everyone was away. No one was there anymore. I turned around to see if Kachan and Kirishima were still there. But no. I was alone. The only other thing in sight was this huge cherry tree and hundreds of beautiful flowers. But not any flowers! Everywhere you look were red and white roses. Then, a few metres away, I saw a stone. I slowly walked towards it just to realise that it wasn't just any stone. It was a tombstone. But what really frightened me, were the words written on it. It said ' Here lays Izuku Midorya. Buried in hope of better luck in his next life.' I froze. What was going on? I looked down at the grave and saw one tiny rose lying on it. A tear escaped my eyes. I again wanted to run. But I coulnd't move. I couldn't even scream for help nor whisper anything. I just stood there, frozen. Right infront of my own grave under a wonderful Cherry tree. Alone. No one was by my side to hold or comfort me. It felt like time stood still and at that moment I knew, that no one is going to come and help me. And I realised that maybe, Kachan was right.
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the flowers are blooming
FanficIf you had to choose between death and a life without love... What would be your decision? ! Warning ! blood harsh language disease (Hanahaki)