Affair.

Chapter 5

This chapter has a bit of swearing and some sexual scenes as well as a short scene of sexual abuse/rape. They're not long and descriptive, but either way, if you're not comfortable or are not of age, please skip them since it's quite easy to realise where they start. 

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On Friday we didn't have any lessons and Ben invited me over to his house. I met with him halfway to his house and we walked together holding hands. I was honestly so happy in this moment. When we got to his house he said that everyone's at work so we went to his room and Ben put on a movie for us to watch. We didn't have much in common when it came to music or movies, but that was okay, I didn't mind one bit.

We started to kiss and soon our tongues were dancing with each other. He tried to touch me but I pulled back and shook my head. He smiled at me and nodded, pulling me closer to him and putting his arm around me. We continued to watch the movie and I was glad that he didn't make me do anything, especially that I didn't want to. Since he was twenty two, I appreciate his respect but something at the back of my head was telling me that I made a mistake, since I didn't know him well at all. Who agrees to date someone after barely knowing them for one day. I did not regret my choice at all though, at least not for now.

Over the weekend I met with Ben and we spent it together, my mom even allowed him to stay over at our house for a night.

When it was Monday I met with him before college and we walked together holding hands. When Ethan saw us his eyes sparkled like he was a child and got a new toy. He smiled and I left Ben to join Ethan in front of our classroom. "That was quick." My friend commented and we both chuckled. He asked how old he is and when I told him his eyes widened. "He told me that he failed a few times which made him repeat a few years." I told my friend and even though he tried to be supportive of my choice of a boyfriend, I knew he was unsure of how to feel about him. Daniel let us into his classroom and started his lesson. All of the classes went by quickly, but Eric was not in today, so we had William instead.

I met with Ben after school and we went to my house. Once we were there, we went to my room and I put on some music. We started kissing and when Ben put his hand on my breast I got startled but didn't pull back. He knew that I was a virgin and I knew he would be gentle if anything should happen between us. I didn't know him for a long time, but I haven't felt like that in a very long time. Eric has disappeared from my thoughts almost completely since I started seeing Ben. He took his t-shirt off and I could see that he wasn't as well-built as Eric and he had a big belly, most likely because of how much beer he drank. I didn't mind it though.

We started to kiss again and soon we both were left in just our underwear. We continued to kiss and he took my briefs and bra off and looked at me. His hand found its way between my thighs and without a warning he slipped his finger inside me which made me widen my eyes. He quickly pulled the finger out and looked me in the eyes. I kissed him and when he took his pants off I could see his erect manhood. I can't say if it was big or not since I've no experience in that category, but it was not small. He looked at me again, his light hazel eyes full of questions. I nodded and he slowly put himself in between my legs. He kissed me and very slowly put himself inside of me, which hurt like hell. I knew it would, but I have not experienced anything like that before. It was such a weird, uncomfortable sort of pain, which did not disappear like I was assured in books and stories online. He started to slowly move and I was still in pain but tried to enjoy the moment by kissing Ben. After a few minutes, he pulled out, since neither of us had a condom, and climaxed on my stomach.

After he cleaned the mess, he laid next to me and I cuddled up to him. I was expecting something different, but maybe the next time it will be better, I tried to reassure myself. We laid on my bed naked and soon we put our clothes back on and started to talk about random things, regarding college and ourselves. After a few hours, since my mom allowed Ben to stay over, we both took a shower and were in my bed, getting ready to sleep. I was almost asleep when Ben started to kiss me and when I tried to tell him that I wanted to sleep, he wouldn't listen to me. He started to kiss my breasts and I was extremely uncomfortable. I kept telling him to stop, that we have college, but he still didn't say anything. He took both of our pants off and quickly went inside me which made the pain come back since I was still very sore after the first time. I almost screamed but he kissed me which silenced the scream. He was rougher this time, even though I kept repeating that I don't want to. When he finished, he laid next to me, turning his back toward me and went to sleep. I was laying there with wide eyes, thinking of what just happened.