What's the meaning of life??

Chapter 24

Cheryl's pov

It's been 2 weeks since the new guy Kyle showed up and I hate him with a burning passion. He always flirts and touches Toni, he knows the she's dating me and he's still doing it. Today we have to sing a song about how our emotions have been and I know which song I'm going to be singing. Toni has been to Church, she hates Church bit this church is full of people who represent The LGBT community so The gang goes and more people from our town. Also Kyle and his family goes. It's Wednesday and we are all heading to the auditorium and by all I mean me and the boys. I walk in and who do I see? Kyle flirting with MY girlfriend. She didn't even notice me coming in. This shit sucks.

"Hey Cousin Cher." Betty said walking up to me

"Hey Cousin Betty." I said with my head down

"What's wrong?" She asks

"Nothing, guess just a little nervous about my song today." I said

"Well I can't wait to here it." She said walking over and sitting with Veronica

"Hey baby." Toni said walking up to me

"Hey Tones." I said putting on a fake smile.

"Is there something wrong?" She asked

"No, all good over here, but I was wondering if we could spend the rest of the day together after school. Just me you and the kids." I said

"Actually Kyle is taking the girls to a play date with his two little cousins." She said

"Oh, just forget I said anything." I said walking away from her and going to go Chill with Reggie and Mad Dog.

"So today Cheryl is going to be presenting a song about emotions." Our Teacher said and I stood up and went in the middle of the room.

Play song

I'm going under and this time I fear there's no one to save me.
This all or nothing really got away of driving me crazy.
Now I need somebody to heal, somebody to know, somebody to have, somebody to hold.
It's easy to say but it's never the same, I guess I kinda like the way you numb all the pain.
and now the day bleeds into night falls, and you're not here to get me through it all.
I let my guard down, and then you pulled the rug, I was getting kinds used to being someone you loved.
I'm going under and this time I feel there's no one to turn to.
This all or nothing way of living got me sleeping without you.
Now I need somebody to hold, somebody to heal, somebody to have.
Just to know how it feels, it's easy to say but it's never the same. I guess I kinda like the way you helped me escape.
And now the day bleeds I to night falls and you're not here to get me through it all.
I let my guard down, and then you pulled the rug. I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved.
And I tend to close my eyes when it hurts sometimes, I'd fall into your arms.
I'll be safe in the sound until I come back around
So now the day bleeds and the night falls and you're not here to get me through it all.
I let my guard down and then you pulled the rug, I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved. (X2).

I finishes singing and everyone had tears in their eyes. They all clapped and Betty and Jason came up and hugged me.

"That song was so beautiful Cheryl." B said

"I tried."

"Damn sis you even had the Mad Dog and Reggie crying." Jason said

"I didn't know it was that motivated." I said

"Wow, that had me in tears. Class dismissed." He said and I got my things and left

"Baby, wait up." Toni said catching up to me with Arielle.

"What?" I asked slightly annoyed

"What's up with you today? You are never like this." She said

"Nothing, just have a lot on my mind. Something you wouldn't understand." I said that last part whispering to myself

"Baby, stop walking and let me talk to you." She said pulling my arm

"I don't want to talk, just go big Kyle or something." I said taking Arielle out of her hands

"Why are you taking her?" She asked

"Because this is my child to, and plus my mum and dad wants to see her and spend the day with her." I said

"Cheryl what's going on with us?" She asked

"The real question is what's going on with you? Y'know what, I'm leaving see you tonight." I said walking away with Arielle and going to my car and driving off to my house.

Toni's pov

I really don't know what's going on With Cheryl right now, it's like we barely even talk or even do stuff together anymore. I don't even know what I did.

"Hey T." Kyle said coming up to me

"Hey Ky." I said

"Are the girls still coming over?" He asked

"No, Tiffany and my mom are going out and Cheryl is taking Ariel for the rest of the day." I told him

"Oh so you're free then?" He asked

"I'm not going because me and Betty have some catching up to do. Also I won't be going to revival because of my grandpa. So I'll see you around." I said and walked away

"Hey Toni what's wrong?" B asked

"I don't know, Cheryl has been really off lately and I don't know what to do. It's like she's fading away from me." I said

"It's not my place to tell you this, but I really think that you should talk to Cheryl. Like now." Betty said

"Ok thanks." I said running out of the school and speed towards the house.

Once I got there I seen another car there, I opened the door and went into the living room and who do I see? Cheryl and Heather talking and laughing while both kids play with each other.

"What's going on here?" I asked

"Toni aren't you supposed to be at School?" Cheryl asked

"I came here to talk to you." I said

" I should get going, see you later Cherry." Heather said taking the baby and leaving

"Aren't you supposed to be with Kyle?" She asked

"No I cancelled the plans. Why were you here with her?" I asked

"Because she was telling me that she's leaving Riverdale and going on a trip and coming back before Senior year." She said blackly

"What is going on with us?"

"Why don't you ask yourself that, y'know ever since Kyle came you've been distant. Going to Church, hanging out with him, coming home late afterwards, blowing me off. We haven't spend time with each other for 2 weeks. He fucking likes you, be flirts with you infront of my face, his hands or either close to your ass or your breast, and you fucking let him. So ask yourself what's wrong with us, until then don't ever bother me again. And if you want this relationship to work, you will stop talking to him." She yelled

"Cause right now, I don't even know who you are. Your not the girl I fell in love with, you're different. All I feel is unloved by you. That song that I sung was about you, because you wanted to blow me off to be with some other guy. Everytime I didn't do nothing but love you, showed you that I care. I'm tried Toni, that's what I am. So you decide because I'm done deciding." She added crying picking up Ari and leaving the room.

I really didn't notice that Cheryl was feeling like this, I made her feel like this. God I'm such a horrible girlfriend. I need to figure out something and I need to figure it out fast.

Boom, what do you think Toni would do?