The reality of our relationship feels of a mirage
Nobody knows we keep our love camouflaged
I'm aware we are courting, for I am the girl who you woo
But my heart won't believe it, this does not feel true
In social situations, your demeanor has yet to change
You are vacant of moves or any romantic exchange
My family is naive, how I wish all to know
Perhaps romance needs more time, before labels we sow
I wish for your messages but they seldom come first
You resonate regret, words so passive and terse
Unable to read clouded thoughts how will I acquire your heart
Abandoned by patience, I wait alone in oblivious dark
Your words confusing, your actions complexly queer too
Something lingers, divides us, a diamond wall to break through
Uncharted water beseech us to unwaveringly explore
But sirens are summoning, and sea monsters lurk near shore
Our courtship remains complex, yet our hearts still ignite
Essence intertwined under bright stars through bleak night
Connection like a porcelain child, fragile but may be enhanced
Souls embracing, fingers touching as they did at first chance
My mind clings avidly to the notion we harbor parallel needs
A future or white roses and rings fulfilling our dreams
Enthusiastic to investigate love but honestly in the end
I will be perfectly comfortable progressing back to my friends
