Chapter 66

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It had been 2 years and you were all out of quarantine and you and Tony have been trying for a baby for ages. You woke up to Tony not beside you. You felt sick so you rushed to the bathroom and you took a pregnancy test. It was negative. You said to Tony, "May be the doctors are right and we can never have another child again." He hugged you.

You ate and you were sick again. You thought you really were pregnant this time. You took another one just in case and it came out positive. You were so happy. You told Tony. You went to the doctors and you were 12 weeks pregnant.

You went home and told everyone. They were so happy.


You were now 20 weeks pregnant and you went to find out the gender. You got a cake and made everyone cut into it. You were having a little girl. You couldn't wait.

You were now 25 weeks pregnant and you were in your bathroom getting ready when you looked down and your water's broke. You were sad because you knew the baby might not be able to survive. You got Tony and he rushed you to hospital.

You got to hospital and you were in labour. Within half an hour, you had the urge to push. You pushed the baby out and they rushed the baby somewhere. You asked where she was going and they said that she was going to the Nicu. You cried into Tony's arms.

The nurse took you down to the nicu and you got to see her. Tony said, "Hey baby Rosie." She was hooked up to all these machines. I sat down and the nurses placed her on my chest. I cried because she was so small and tiny. The nurse passed her to Tony and he held her. You were discharged from the hospital but you didn't want to leave Rosie. The nurses came over and looked at her machines when they started beeping alot.

We got moved out the room. I cried into Tony because I didn't want to lose another baby. The nurse came out and said she didn't make it. I cried into Tony's arms more and I went in and picked her up. I gave her a hug and a kiss on the head. I said, "Have courage and be kind." I was so sad. It has happened 2 times.

A few hours later, we went home and everyone asked where I was. I said, "My waters broke and I gave birth but she was in the nicu and didn't make it." They all hugged you. Her funeral was in a few days. I posted this on Instagram:

My baby Rosie passed away this morning after being put into the Nicu

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My baby Rosie passed away this morning after being put into the Nicu. We love you darling and keep Arthur safe up there. The 2nd time this has happened but we wouldn't change a thing. letting you into our lives has been the best thing ever. Listening to you breathe on my chest and holding you was the best thing ever. We enjoyed our short time that we had with you. Sleep peacefully baby and have courage and be kind. Love you Rosie x R.I.P x


You spent the rest of the day in bed.

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