She is not perfect, but she is all I want

What. It's it true?

We got in bed late because I of course should tell Sandra everything Niall and I made yesterday. Sandra was totally psyched to hear what we did, so she was hard to get to bed. I was the first up and jumped in the bath before the other. My thoughts flew around in my head. I thought about the evening yesterday through 700 times. Analyzed the evening and found the means of things. It felt like it doesn’t matter anything... We're not going to talk again. Maybe we text after we come home - but it will quickly die. Whatever… he is sweet. Romantic. Friendly. And ...... Oh. Go away thoughts! Go away!

We had all slept in long. Daniel is meeting late this Friday at work. "Isabella. Are you almost done on the toilet? And by the way good morning" Sandra was in a good mood. I went into the living room to the other two and they looked at me. "What do you say to take a few hours in Tivoli before I go to work?" Yes. Then I could then think of something else if we were out. The others slipped in the bath, and we took some quick breakfast. Tivoli was an amusement park, and the second oldest in Denmark.

We tried a rollercoaster three times in a row and ate a lot of candy. The morning was so fun and cozy. We were in the shooting gallery, but none of us won anything. Suddenly I heard a familiar male voice. "No. It cannot be true. Why right now" I thought. Where should I hide. "Isabella. Is that you?" Said the voice. I looked over at Sandra and her face lit up. "Isabella" I turned around and said "Hi Jack. Good to see you here" There was a bit of irony in my voice, but I tried to hide it with a smile.

"You never wrote a SMS to me, so I did not get your phone number Wednesday. Do you want to eat dinner with us?" I looked over his shoulder and Sandra was starting to talk with Jacob, who was with Jack the other day at the pub. The boys with all the shots to Sandra. Daniel was just slipped at work and it already noon. But right now it was not the perfect time. "We loved to, right Isabella? We must have something to eat now anyway" Sandra looked with stabbing eyes on me - and I knew that I could not get away from this dinner. "I know a really good place in the end of the town" said Jack. "We want to take you there?" We nodded and slipped out of the Tivoli Park.

It was a very quiet and small restaurant, but it looked very expensive and calm. Jack had clearly been here before because the waiter called him by name when we came in. We got a table by the window and Jack ordered for us all four. "Well Isabella. What are you doing tonight? I have been invited to the opening of a gallery. Do you want to go with me?" I tried to talk about something else by asking about the gallery instead of giving a no. He put his arm around my chair and smiled at me. He clearly understood nothing…..

A larger group of people at the other end of the room laughed loudly and Jack grumbled. "They are not the only ones here in the room. They cannot think about other just once!!" I was close to rolling eyes of him although it's not my style. "maybe they enjoy themselves and having fun." I said back. He looked over at the company "They may show in a different way" The food came in and the talk about nothing began. It was mostly Jacob, Sandra and I were talking meanwhile Jack was busy with me another way than verbally. A arm on my chair and he kept looking at me. "I think I will go to the bathroom before we slip." I looked at Sandra, who should understand that we should get out of here as soon as possible.

The toilet was next to the big loud group and my eyes looked randomly over at the company. And.. Then.. My eyes hit familiar friendly blue eyes. Niall... Niall… NIALL…! I panicked and ran to the bathroom. How embarrassing. I just escaped from someone I've been on a date with - A sweet and nice guy. It was not okay, but I try to forget him so I did what I had to do.

After I had been unusually long time on the toilet, I opened the front door from the women's restroom. There I hit him.. "Do you avoid me?" He asked determined. "Are you waiting for me?" I replied back. We laughed. "I'm here with my band and crew. Have you eaten?" I looked down at the ground. "Yes. I just ate with a few friends here." He said surprised: "Have I been on this restaurant so long without seeing you. What a scandal! Can I see you when you and your friends are frinish? Just quickly! I'll have to tell you something" Ah. I do not know what to do. My plans about forgetting him do not go particularly well right now. "Of course" WHAT! Did I just say that? It must be the eyes. "We are finish in about 10-15 minutes. How about you and your dinner?" I didn’t want to be in the company more, so I thought we could slip away soon from Jack and Jacob. "Lovely. We need to be here for a few hours more. We might take a quick cup of coffee in here?"

He took my hand and we walked down the hall. Are he allow to do something like that? Just take my hand…. Isabella. You need to pull yourself together.. We slap each other's hands two seconds before we hit the big local with customers and the people we know. Niall's bandmates looked at us when we came out. I smiled to them and I got a smile back. It was Niall's friends at least.

When I came to my table again, it was clear that Niall and his friends were talking about me. They had stuck their heads together like some girls and they sometimes looked at me. Jack laid his arm around me again and moved closer to me. I was about to burst of madness, but I had to behave properly. "We have just heard that it is One Direction sitting over there. Those Jack was angry at because they were noisy" said Sandra and laughed. "Isn’t that cool? We are so close to so big stars! Yes. I am a little starstruck." I looked over at Niall and his friends. What. What. What. WHAT. WHAT! One Direction. One…. Direction…. What. "Are you sure?" I asked fast. I knew very well who One Direction were and have heard many of their songs, but I didn’t know the members. They are a huge boyband. And I have .... No! I've just been on a date with one of the members? Why did I also went on that date. "Are you all right, Isabella?" Asked Sandra. I was in shock and I think they could see it. I could feel Jack getting closer. He asked "Are you okay?" I looked over at Niall and made eye contact with him immediately. He sent me a smile, but it seemed hard for him to get that smile to me. He lied. He lied to me. Why haven’t he said anything? I could feel my body become quite hot – And anger and tear press. "I'm okay. I just need some air" I said without looking at them. I stood up, took my jacket and went out……