Beautiful Scars

Chapter 4

Chapter 4

We drive for a little while and we pull up to a little taco shack. He gets out of the car and comes around to my side and opens the door for me. Holding out his hand, I take it and he helps me out of the car. Lacing his fingers with mine, he leads me to the window to place our orders. Walking to a table, he sits guides me to sit down and he sits next to me. As he eat, I'm still quiet. "How was your day?" he asks. "It was good. Went shopping with Emily and Miss Dita. They...um...helped me get a new look." I say and look down at my food. He tilts my chin up and says "And you look beautiful." before kissing my lips softly. We go on eating and when we get done, he takes my hand and leads me back to the car.

We pull up to some cliffs and he opens my door and helps me out. We walk over to the table and he sits down, straddling the bench and pulls me down between his legs and pulls me to lean back against him. After sitting there for a few minutes, I ask "Um...you said when I was ready, I could live with you." I say. "You can." he tells me. "Would it be okay if I moved in tonight?" I ask. He places his chin on my shoulder and asks "Is that what you want?" I don't look at him but say "It's what you want right?" He turns me a little to look at him and cups my chin and says "It is what I want but I want it to be something you want too." he tells me. I turn back around and lean in to him again and say "I think I want to. If that's okay." I say. He holds me closer and says "That's perfect baby." he says and I say "Then I'd like to."

After sitting for a while, we get back in the car and head back to the Galindo's. Walking in, I look at Emily and ask "Is it okay if I live with Nestor?" She smiles and hugs me and says "Honey, if that's what you want, it's fine with us. You're family now. You don't have to ask." she says. "Thank you." I tell her softly. We walk to the bedroom and she helps me pack my things. "Can I ask you something?" I ask. "Of course." she says. "Miss Dita said he would be patient with me. But, would I be wrong if I tried to...you know...be with him? I want to make him happy." I tell her. "Honey, if you feel comfortable enough to try with him, do it. But what I would suggest is you take your time. Spend time with him and be affectionate and push yourself a little at a time until you get there. He'll do things at your pace." she tells me. I hug her, which surprises her. "Thank you Emily." I say and we get the rest of my things packed.

We leave the Galindo's and pull up to a two story house. I look at the house and it's bigger than any house I've ever been in. He helps me bring my things in and takes them to his room...our room. We start unpacking my things and I ask "Can I talk to you?" He nods and sits on the side of the bed and I walk over and sit next to him. He takes my hand and laces our fingers and I can't help but smile a little. "I talked to Emily. I want to try to...um...be with you. But she said I should start just being affectionate and push myself a little at a time. Is that okay?" I ask. He tilts my chin up to look at him and says "Anything you need. We'll take this at your pace mi amor." he tells me and I smile softly.

I move back on the bed and take his hand, pulling him to lay with me. He lays beside me and I lean up and kiss him softly and he deepens the kiss. His hand is on my side, softly grazing my bare side where my shirt has come up a little. I take his hand and slide it up my shirt and under my bra. He starts to knead my breast and rolls my nipple between his finger and thumb and I moan a little. He moves to kiss on my neck and I feel my body responding a little. I slide my hand up his shirt and feel his skin ripple under my touch and he growls into the kiss. I pull away from the kiss a little and he whispers "That felt good bebita." I kiss him again and he hovers over me and I feel his hard member against my leg. He moves back to my neck and I whisper "Claim me Nestor. I want to know what it's like to be wanted." He looks into my eyes and I nod.

We start to shed clothes between kisses and he says "If you need to stop, tell me." I nod and he kisses me deeply as he enters me slowly. He starts thrusting in and out slow and easy and I find myself enjoying the feeling of it and feel myself fall apart around him and he finds his release inside me. Still hovering over me, he whispers "Are you okay?" I caress his face and say "I am. Thank you Nestor." He kisses me softly and says "Anything for you mi vida." before he starts placing soft kisses to my neck and shoulder. He moves to lay beside me and pulls me into his side and I lay my head on his chest and just think. "What are you thinking about?" he asks. "You." I tell him. "Me?" he asks. I look up at him and say "You saved me. If you and Miguel wouldn't have showed up, I don't know how long it would have been before he killed me...or I killed myself." I whisper and look away. "Hey, look at me." he says softly. I look up at him and see the question in his eyes. "I don't think I could have handled much more. When he would get drunk, he'd beat me and lock me in my closet. Being in that small, dark closet, I would start having panic attacks. I can't do small dark spaces." I tell him and he holds me closer. "You'll never go through that again if I have anything to say about it." I lean up and kiss him and say "I trust you." before laying back down and he rubs my back until I doze off in his arms.