The Solipsistic Chain

PART II

【Roke's POV】

Dead air filled my office, its an awkward silence. My hands are sweating and its shaking. I d-don't know how to face him... I can't even manage a word. Relax, just relax Roke. I need to calm down and find my words.

I gulped and prepared myself and started talking saying, ❝L-Lorcan, where have you been? I've been waiting for you--❞

❝Let's go home.❞ He spoke in low tone. My jaw dropped, staring at him trying to absorb what he said.

❝H-ha?❞      Oh shit! I slipped it out of my mouth!

❝I said, let's go home!❞

I gasped in shocked when he repeated what he said twice. This time, in a demanding tone. I couldn't help but get nervous from this, he is gripping his fist so hard that it left some nail marks on his palms.

❝Oh, o-okay. I'll just inform my secretary that I'll be l-leaving early for now.❞ I responded. Shit! I'm stuttering! Im being way too obvious!

After telling my secretary that I'll be leaving early, Lorcan and I headed to the parking lot right away. I was about to open the car's door when a hand from my back suddenly hit it hard, locking me up. I gulped. I can clearly hear his greeted teeth. H-he's mad...... Really mad.....

I turned around and see him looking down, his right arm pinning me on the car. He is trying to control his anger. ❝U-uhmm. Lorcan? C-calm down.❞ I said. Jeez, I'm suppose to be the one who's mad at him right? After all, he didn't even care to leave me a single message.

He let out a sigh and twitch his lips, a "Tsk" sound came out. He suddenly grab my my my chin, squeezing the side of my cheek with his left hand and kissed me aggressively. I felt him slid his tongue through my lips, invading my mouth.

❝L-Lorcan...❞ I uttered, catching my breathe in the middle of the kiss. He pulled away in a second and tilt his head to the other side kissing me again. I then pulled away from the kiss, breathing heavily.

❝We can't... do this here.❞ I said, looking at him my wrist covering my lips. He just stared at me at me with eyes that craves for more pleasure.

He opened the car door for me and pushed me inside, him on top of me. He started licking my neck and sucked it, leaving a kiss mark. My eyes widened and covered the kiss mark right away, realizing what he did.

❝Lorcan, why'd you do that?! You know you can't leave marks on me, right?❞

❝You think I'd do that for nothing?! You think seeing you with Hemlet in that manner is fine?! Damn it, Roke! If I could fill every part of you with my kiss marks, I'd totally would just so they'll know you're mine! I own you!❞ He answered in a louder tone.

I stared at him and hugged him. It makes me sad, he worry so much about me.

❝ I-I'm sorry... ❞, I whispered.

After he calmed down, he then started the engine and drove towards his house. I gaze at the streetlights as I lean my elbow on the car's window side, resting my chin on my bawled palm against the window. Silence filled the car. Should I start a conversation or not? We stopped by the traffic light and I thought I could get this opportunity to talk to him. I must reassure him that no one else owns me. He's just like that, he may be calm at first glance, but inside, he's raging. I then faced him, his hands on the steering wheel while his eyes as sharp as a tiger set on the road. His mind must be somewhere. I reached out for his hand and held it. He then look at me when he realized about what I did. He stares at our hands together for a moment. I quickly  leaned closer to him and kissed him. His soft lips against mine.