𝘪𝘵𝘴 𝘢𝘭𝘸𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘶, 𝘊𝘰𝘭𝘦𝘮𝘪𝘭𝘢

𝑰𝑽.

𝒄𝒐𝒍𝒆'𝒔 𝒑𝒐𝒊𝒏𝒕 𝒐𝒇 𝒗𝒊𝒆𝒘 !

I was so stupid, Why did I have to kiss her? What was I thinking? I ruined everything for both of us. And Charles, I don't even know what he'll do if he finds out. Well I guess I'm not going to the damn wedding after all.

But what if what I did was a good thing? Kissing her and realizing that I still like her now, is better than doing that at the wedding, right?. At least now she has some time to think. Wait what am I saying? She's not thinking about me. She wants to be with Charles. Hell she's marrying the guy.

It hurts me that I still love her and can't do anything about it, but I'm mostly mad at myself for hurting her and making her cry. I used to be the guy who protected her from all that, from all the heartbreak. Look at me now. She hates me. She really hates me.

I reach KJ's apartment, and rush to the guest room, trying not to draw his attention. I wasn't ready to talk about what had happened. I didn't want him to judge me for my bad decisions.

I lock the bedroom door, put some shorts on, and go to bed. But I couldn't sleep. Why was she even crying? I mean, none of what had happened was her fault. But she kissed me back. What does that mean?

I want her to be happy and all, but deep inside, a part of me really wishes she still likes me. This may sound selfish, because it is, but I don't want her marrying Charles.

⎯⎯⎯⎯ 𝒄𝒂𝒎𝒊'𝒔 𝒑𝒐𝒊𝒏𝒕 𝒐𝒇 𝒗𝒊𝒆𝒘 // 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒏𝒆𝒙𝒕 𝒅𝒂𝒚

I couldn't talk to Charles, I don't think I'll ever be ready.

At first I didn't tell him because I didn't want to hurt him, but the more I think about it, the more I realize that that's just a dumb excuse. The truth is, I didn't want to tell him because that kiss wasn't nothing.

It's funny how Charles and I have been planning the wedding for so long, and one single person could come and make me question everything.

He made me realize the truth... I think, after Cole and I kissed, I started crying, and at first I didn't know why. It was all so confusing, but now I think it's either because I don't really know if I want to marry Charles or because I still like Cole. It could be both. I don't know, I just need time.

I then check my phone. KJ added me to a group chat along with Madelaine, Lili, Casey, Vanessa, and Charles.

KJ: Dinner at my place?

Mads: Nessa and I are in!

Charles: Sure! Me and Cami are in!

Casey: Sorry babes, i'm busy xox

Cami: Aww gonna miss you Case!

That sounds like a pretty good idea, I really needed to stop worrying about all the drama and just hangout with my old friends for a night.

Charles picks me up, then drops me off at KJ's house as he goes to get cake. Since he didn't want to come empty-handed.

I ring the doorbell and wait a couple of seconds for someone to open the door.

"Cami!", KJ says as he gestures for me to enter,"Wait weren't you supposed to come with Charles?"

"Oh yeah he's coming in a bit, he's just grabbing a cake, Is Lili here?" I ask.

"No, she's getting her hair done at the salon, but she should be finished by now", he replies.

"Oh okay, I'm just gonna go hang my coat inside", I say as I head towards the closet, then I continue with a high voice so that he'll hear me,

"So we're the only ones h-" I start.

I stop when I hear the bathroom door open beside me. Steam starts running through the door, It was hard to see anything at all. Then a person is revealed through all that steam.

I could see a whole lot of skin, then I noticed a towel wrapped on the waist. My sight shifts upwards along the perfect abs until I finally meet his emerald green eyes.

I gasp unintentionally swallowing my chewing gum. Great, just great. Is he always going to surprise me like that?

Before I could say, or actually even feel anything, I heard KJ's disembodied voice, "Surprise!"

Well Cole sure was surprised, I think.

I don't know what to do at this point. We're just awkwardly standing there, him in a towel, and KJ just clueless. I'm guessing he hasn't told him yet. I haven't told anyone either.

KJ then manages to break the dreadful silence,

"The rest are on their way, You seemed a little bummed yesterday Cole, and you went to bed early without even saying anything, so I thought bringing the cast back together might cheer you up." KJ explained.

"Yeah, thanks Kage", he says in a gruff voice, then slightly smiles, "I'm just gonna go get dressed."

He hugs the both of us, of course our hug being the most awkward one yet, then heads to a nearby room and closes the door.

"You never told me he was going to be here!" I whisper to KJ.

"What? I thought you knew he was staying with me", he murmurs back,"and why does it seem like you're not happy to see each other?" KJ asks shocked and confused.

I roll my eyes, "it's just-"

I get cut off by the doorbell, Thank god.

KJ gives me a stern look as he moves to open the door.

𝑛𝑜𝑡𝑒𝑠 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝒏𝒂𝒐𝒎𝒊 ( 💌  )

I really hope you liked this chapter! and umm I was wondering would you read it if I made a Riverdale texting book, If so would you want it to be The Riverdale Cast or Just Riverdale?