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chapter four point five

dear diary,

i told raiku about the practice match. she said she'll go but i could tell she didn't want to be reminded of the one thing she loved and cannot do anymore.

honestly, she didn't deserve that. i just hope something really great happens in her life soon to compensate for taking something so big out her life.

i worry about her sometimes too, like she'll suddenly zone out or almost knock something over in rage. it not only worries me but scares me as well.

i might tell mom or dad to get her some kind of therapy if it gets so bad she tries to hurt me, but that's a last resort. i love my sister and i don't want her being caged because of a mental disorder she devoloped after shattering her kneecap.

i hope things get better soon, but that's just wistful thinking isn't it?

sincerely, me