My Song For You [JJK]

VI

His first reaction is to stare at me blankly, as if waiting for me to say something like, 'Ah, No. I was kidding, You may leave.', so I just raise my eyebrows, insisting on my wants.

When he gets the hint, he furrows his eyebrows in a way that screams out 'Explain lady!'. 

I roll my eyes, he has a perfectly good tongue, how about he starts using it beneficially? I hear you all dirty minded people, That's not what I meant!

"You got me into this situation Mister, You're getting me out of this.", I shrug and he lets out an annoyed scoff, crossing his arms over his chest defensively, "For the last time, This is not my fault. You were trying to be nosy and ended up this way!"

"What? Nosy?", I widen my eyes in disbelief. Even after last night, he still thinks that way? "I was just trying to do a good thing by helping you out!"

"Yeah, but did you have to go out of your way to do all this? I mean, If it weren't for you being a busybody, you'd be home right now with your parents and your Yoonji!"

"It's Yoongi!", I yell back at him but he stands his ground in making me feel like shit and all kinds of negative things. I take a moment to breathe in my overwhelming emotions and mutter a quiet, "You're such a jerk.", and storm off with my luggage.

Jungkook gives up on his cocky stance and fire back, "How am I a jerk?!"

Arrogance takes up the place of a million emotions spiraling inside of me as I ignore his calls and keep walking down the ragged path with a newfound ferocity. I can't believe I decided to help this stupid ass of a guy! 

I mean, He's been rude and straight forward ever since we met but I thought last night changed things between us. We got to know each other more, We talked so much that I thought that maybe we were getting close, making progress. Clearly I was a foolish! I'm the stupid one to think that a man like him would change!

"Y/N!" 

"Y/N!"

"You're going down the opposite way!"

I drop my bags with an angry thud and  turn towards the goon, who's still glued to the spot where I left him and yell, eyes brimming with tears, "You're such an ass, Jungkook! You're right, I shouldn't have helped you! It's my fault for being a busybody and It's my fault that I thought that maybe If you got to talk to someone, you wouldn't be that sad anymore."

He looks away from me as I continue with my rant, 

"You're absolutely right. If it weren't for me feeling sympathetic towards your eyes which were drunk with defeat, I'd be home right now with my parents after being away from them for 3 long years. But I'm not. Instead, I'm stuck here in this pathetic excuse of a town just because I thought you might drown in your sadness and do something harmful to yourself!"

My breathing gets shallow and I feel a small tear slip away before I mumble out in a barely audible voice, "It's all my fault so just leave my dumb self alone and go away."

A wave of silence hits us for what seems like the millionth time since our first encounter, as we both stand still in our place. Me looking meekly at him, and him looking away. 

He suddenly clears out his throat and takes long determined strides towards me, still avoiding eye contact. Just as he reaches me, He bends down to grab my bags and throws them over his shoulder. Without a single word or gesture, he just starts walking towards the supposed "right" direction.

I sniffle a little and try to hide a small smile of relief creeping up on my face and quickly follow him behind, no words exchanged.

"It's a 2 hour journey from here to Busan but we haven't eaten anything since yesterday evening, so let's stop by the next rest stop and get something to eat.", Jungkook suggests, hair flowing with the breeze that hits him from the side window of the car.

I nod in agreement, feeling my stomach doing somersaults in hunger. Sorry baby, Mommy will feed you soon. 

We rented a car with Jungkook's Black Card, that I didn't know he had but sparked a little fire within me. 

What? I still love Yoongi. But not gonna lie, the Black Card did turn me on a little. 

It was no question as to who would drive because a) He paid for the car and b) This far into the story, I'm pretty sure it's no-brainer to figure out that I have absolutely no sense of direction; Hence, I ended up on the passenger seat.

"We should get out of these, We look like a cross between zombie and gollum.", He points towards his clothes and I look down at mine as well, stifling a laugh. I'm still in my muddy outfit, no wonder weird eyes followed us throughout the time we were at the car-renting store.

"I'm...sorry.", Jungkook suddenly mumbles, drawing my attention completely towards him as he shifts uncomfortably in his seat, "I guess I was just being... well, a jerk. Sorry."

I smile heartily at the man beside me, He's always so confusing. One minute, he's being a douche and the other, he's apologizing sincerely for it. As if he's trying to be the bad guy but is far too pure to actually do that.

"It's fine." I say softly and calmness embraces the atmosphere inside the car as we both look towards the front, wondering how the journey ahead would unfold.