I'm not that outstanding student but I always have a place to every moving up ceremony.
It's just started when I'm in highschool.
I always mannage to get good grades that I ended up getting honors.
I'm not that good in English when it comes to grammars, but when it comes to literature I'm always getting a praise from my teacher
Math well my father is good in math. I always see math hard but also I'm not that bad at it but when it comes to problem solving I'm poor in that.
Science? Chemistry well I'm really bad with that and ended having 82 as a grade see.
Physics arghh another math really?
Earth Science, well this is one of my favorite subject I always love this subject the same time hate it,
because every time the class ended up I always feel sad because reality slaps you alam nyo naman siguro ang mga lesson dyan like the sun will gonna explode I know it will not explode this early but imagine that.
Biology ahh this is my pace I always got higher grades in this subject well I'm really curious to human anatomy.
Mapeh well where I cheated a lot you can't totally feel the highschool life if you never cheated you know well if I enjoy the lesson my answer will always from me but kapag tinatamaan ako ng topak I really cheat.
Filipino in grade 7, I always enjoy this subject because the teacher teach well that you can understand it, well just don't ask me about those remaining three I don't say that they teach bad I just can't understand them na parang alien words sinasabi nila so I ended up study the lesson by myself if I have time.
Ap o Araling Panlipunan or you can call it History I love this subject when I was in elementary.
I don't know what happened in highschool so i just cheat yeah whatever ngayong grade 10 lang hindi pero pa minsan minsan nagiging giraffe ako hahahahaha well I'm not the good student.
Esp? Hmmm? I'm just holding my phones under the book the whole time.
Tle well I'm Ict student and I always got high grade except before in grade 7 and grade 8 that every quarter our electives changing.
Since grade 7 I ended up having a medal so right now I got 3 medals waiting for another one.
I'm in grade 10 right now and the pressure and expectation is too much for me to handle.
Well our 2nd quarter is just ended and today is our cards day so our adviser is here at our room wauting for our parents to come.
As time goes by my classmate's parents/guardian is coming one by one.
And I'm here waiting for nothing I know their is no one will come but I'm still hoping one of them will come
And suddenly I felt so down I stare to my classmate who will go to the center because their parents came
As I can't control my emotion I stare to my besyfriend and talk to them some random things
But I ended up cracking my voice so O went outside of our rook which we allowed to do
And I know one of my bestfriend came with me
As she hold my hand and stare at me my tears begin to flow
And she start to worry why the heck I'm crying
She ask and ask me but I just crying so she drag to the comfort room to freshen up
She making me calm but still I can't stop crying
So I decides to wash my face ang calm my nerves and just hug her after a minute we decided to comebacy to our room
And in every parents come my tears just started to flow again
Man I know in first grading I'm still adjusting to my lessons and teacher kaya hindi ko na mannage makapasok sa tops
And right know I enter the tops they just say my grade is not enough why mannage to go hahahah shit I'm laughing right now I wanted to curse I really want but I stop myself
So what is enough for them should they just appreciate that cause I hardly got the top and then they just say it's not enough
So we ended up in comfort room again
"hoy tama nayan it's your birthday you should be happy lagi ka na lang ganito kapag birthday mo" my bestfriend said
Right today is my birthday and at home no one greet me hindi siguro nila naalala
Sana pumunta ni isa lang sa kanila dito and I appreciate it lagi lang ba ganito
In every birthday of mine these past 3 years I always crying
I wanna shout beacause of frustration
I wish I never been got on the tops because if I didn't the pressure and expectations I experiencing today will gone.
