Insecurity

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Meera's Pov

I packed all my stuffs and headed to his home..It's kinda awkward because he is a boy and i am a girl..we gonna be living together and somehow It's not awkward because he is a very busy man and i am his PA..so,It's okay to live with him..right?

I reached his home and he said that he is in his studio..so,he gave me his home passcode..so,i won't bother him..

I went to my previous room and after some times i headed to the kitchen..i was so busy today..i didn't get enough time to eat properly..so,i decided to feed myself..

I wanted to have some kimchi fried rice and i decided to make it..As i am making food,the front door open revealing a tired Yoongi..He is taking off his shoes bluntly..

When he saw me,he give me his most precious gummy smile..

Whenever he did that to me..My heart skips a bit..what is this feeling?i don't understand..

what is this feeling?i don't understand

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"Hey..what are you doing in kitchen?" he asked when he saw me standing in the kitchen...

"Uhm..i'm making foods..aren't you hungry?fresh up and come..we'll eat together.." i smiled..seeing him so tired like this make my heart aching...

"You don't have to do it..i'm always having take out..It's hard for me cook myself with my tough schedule..and i've hired you as my PA..not my cook..u shouldn't do it.." he said..

"I am just making some foods..It's not a big deal..i don't mind trust me..having take out is bad for your health too..look..how thin you are..you should eat more Yoongi.. "..

I don't know why my heart aches for him..He is so lonely..living in this big mansion..Don't have any free time..I feel bad for him..i wish someone can help him..stays with him..suddenly an idea pooped my mind..i decided to ask him while having dinner..

I smiled and finished off my cooking, plating and waiting for him...

Some times later, he came and we started having our meal..When we were eating,i thought of asking something..

" Can i ask you something personal?just promise me don't angry or upset.."i pouted..

He stopped eating and blankly looked at me.."Go on...i won't mind at you.."

"Why don't you date?in your life,you seemed so lonely

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"Why don't you date?in your life,you seemed so lonely..If you date,someone can be beside you..It's not a bad thing i guess.." i asked hesitantly..

He laughed..."are you serious Meerah? Where can i find that girl who would love me?not that superstar Suga?can you find me one..It's not like,i didn't try. But everytime,i end up my money,my fame..Everyone just use me.."

"I am sorry.. I didn't know that.." i nodded felling sad..He really deserved to be loved..He is a great man..i felt sorry for misunderstanding him first time..

He laughed again.."I also hope someone who'll really loved me..but i can't find any..And in my busy schedule,i can aford any..If anyone really loved me,she can stay..otherwise i don't think so"

I just nodded..he is somehow right..He is so much busy..


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I woke up early and i'm so exited today.. It's my first day at work..I really hope everything would go well..

I got ready and headed of to Big Hit Entertainment where Yoongi works..i went directly to Yoongi's studio to meet him..But i found None..

As i was heading downstairs, a voice stopped me..i look at the direction and i saw a smilling namjoon waving at me..

i look at the direction and i saw a smilling namjoon waving at me

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"Hey..Joonie.." i hugged him tightly... "You are here?i am kinda surprise.. But i am relived.."

He smiled.."i work here as an artist..but why are you here?"

"It's my first day at work joon..i am Suga's PA..i am really nervous.." i awkwardly laughed..

He looked at me dumbfounded.. "Waiiit... What?Suga Hyung is hiring a girl..I've never seen him with any girl.. Best of luck though..he is really strict and workaholic.. "

I just nodded smiling and bid him good bye..I know,how he behaves if anyone made a mistake in work..i know him very well..i am living with him and it feels like Min Yoongi and Suga are not same person..They are totally different.

I looked throughout his schedule and gulped down..within 3 days,he is going japan for his concert and i've to arrange Everything by tomorrow..and now my head hurts..

"Arrange up as early as possible Meera.. Let's have dinner tonight..It's a treat from me for everything you have done for me.."a smilling yoongi said..

" hey..It's not need..i'm okay..you also helped me giving this work.you don't have to treat me.."i smiled..

"I know..but i want to..So..Tonight.. Sharp at 8..Don't be late just.." i nodded and he left, patted on my head..

My heart began to beat fast..What is going on with me?why am i feeling like that whenever he came close to me or touch me..This feeling i've never felt before..It's awkward and i felt like my heart gonna lose everything..


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A filler chapter...

I am just out of idea's.. But i have to write her first day at work.. Right?

Next chapter gonna be awesome..Note that..It'll be an indirect date for Yoongi and Meera.. (Yoora Couple)..🤗😉

And from now on,a lot of romance gonna happen..😁Why not?They are falling for each other..😎

Anyways..Thank You guys..Thank you a lotttr moreeee...😍😍

I purple you...💜💜💜💜

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