Can I Finally Be Happy?? (FemDeku Dadzawa) (adopted And Discontinued)

chapter 1

Right off the bat, there is abuse and murder in the upcoming content! Please skip to the safe part if needed!

Everything is cold.....dark....hang on, I hear screaming and I can see a faint light, it seems to be getting closer?

Suddenly I'm back in my bedroom? 'That screaming......mom? Wait no....she's dead....it's the same screaming from that night...no! '
I run outside of my bedroom and towards the screaming, it's in the kitchen. I stand at the stairs... my mom is screaming at dad...she never does that. "I don't want her to be involved with all this shit Hisashi!  What if she find out about all of them!?"  She's standing up for me? She's only going to get hurt though... dad is obviously mad and my mom is shaking in fear, she slowly steps back as my dad grabs a knife from the kitchen counter slowly walking toward her "I couldn't give two shits about that brat! As for you....you need to be put in place you little shit!" He yelled before stabbing my mother in her stomach. She screams in pain, crying and holding her stab wound before falling to her knees. My dad kicks her, stabs her more as she falls to the side screaming more as her warm crimson blood spills out from under her. My dads throat glows red before her spews fire onto her body, she screams louder before going quiet. My eyes filled with tears, they were spills from my face, one after the other. My dad scoffs as he looks down at her lifeless body "whore." He disrespects her before leaving the kitchen and into the garage where he is most likely going to be drinking. "Mommy!" I yelled running to the kitchen before seeing the real damage that was done. Her body was covered in her own blood, her clothes were burnt along with most of her body, she had 5 stab wounds, one in her stomach one in each arm and the same with her legs. Her dull green eyes looking at me with her tears stained face. I couldn't contain my tears, they all spilled out.
I looked at her sobbing "I-I'm s-sor-ry mo-mmy" I choke out before running to the front door,I at first struggled to open it but I manged. I ran out of the house as fast as I could. It was pitch black outside, only small parts of the streets were lit up by the lamps on the sides of the paths.

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Everything went black again...before I shot up from my slumber. I quickly looked around before sighing. Back at 'home'. That was only a couple months ago.... I can't belive he did that to her...he killed the person he was supposed to love, the person he was married to! He abused the two people he was supposed to love!
I get out of the small makeshift bed and stretch a little before walking out of the little abandoned shop in the mall I was in, this whole area was abandoned and it's massive! It's quiet, no one really comes here, there are are few pro hero's from time to time walking through here to do a look through for villians and such but I hide really well. I don't want to be taken back there. I finally escaped my father, but without her...
I walk to the entrance of the mall to be met with the early morning sun. I take a deep breath before walking back inside.
I make it back to the area I stay at. I changed into a set of clothes someone gave me a while ago, it was a hoodie and jeans. After changing, I head to a small training area that was close by to where I was.

After training I walk out of the mall and around the town. It's already mid-day. It's been years since I ate, my dad almost never allowed me or mom to eat. My stomach feels like it's eating it's self. 'I wonder if someone would give me some food...even if it's small' I thought to myself as I walked into a small corner shop, I looked around before a man walked up to me. I looked at the man scared, my small cat ears flattening to my head. The man had long-ish, messy, black hair with a large white scarf type thing around his neck  "Are you okay, kid?" He asked in a monotoned voice. I hesitantly nodded my head "Y-yes sir" I bow a little to him "I-i j-just wanted some f-food" I stuttered out, I expected to get hit or something but I was surprised when he didn't do anything "I'll but you something if you are that hungry" He said looking at me confused "N-no!  It's f-fine. Sorry for b-bothering you" I quickly spoke before rushing out of the shop.