Can I Finally Be Happy?? (FemDeku Dadzawa) (adopted And Discontinued)

chapter 9

Izuku's pov

'Kacchan, why are you crying?' I asked, his eyes widened when he saw my mouth wasn't moving "h-how are you talking? Your voice. We were told you lost it after screaming!" He held me again, he was worried 'Kacchan I'm fine, I'm using a quirk to communicate because signing won't work for everyone.' I explained, I tried to get our of his grasp but he was too strong 'kacchan..let me go' He refused "Why didn't you tell me about what that perv done? And I heard your conversation with Hawks. What did you mean about your father and his friend? Did they do the same thing?! I swear I will kill all three of them!" He was always protective of me when it came to other guys hurting me 'I didn't think anyone would care.' I stated, I get out of his grasp and walked to his window letting out a silent sigh. 'My father and his friend did what Mineta done but it went further because no one stopped it..' I didn't realise tears were running down my face until Kacchan turned me around and wiped them away before hugging me again.
Kacchan had told me to rant to him so I could get everything off my chest so I did. I ranted to him, cried, a lot.

Bakuhoe's pov

I had told the nerd to rant so she could relieve stress and she did. She ranted about her life and I didn't realise how bad everything had impacted her. She was crying, a lot. I'm surprised she hadn't ran out if teas because she cried for at least 3 hours before she ended up falling asleep on me. I laid her on my bed so she was more comfortable and laid next to her. "I'll protect you Izu" I whispered with a small smile 'You're my best friend, I won't let anyone hurt you' I thought to myself. She clung to me like I was a comfort bear (you know what little kids get when they go to sleep? I have one XD it's from when I was days old uwu the bear is nearly 15 years old 😂) I cuddled with her, knowing she wasn't going to let go. I was thinking over what she was ranting about 'I hope you don't go there Izu' I got a little worried and checked her arms carefully so I didn't wake her. I let out a breath I didn't know I was holding when I saw no self inflicted scars. I let her rest and before is know it, I've slipped away into slumber.

Hawks pov (when Izuku walked back inside)

'Her eyes. They were empty, like they had no emotion. Shit' I walk back inside and headed to the kitchen. Luckily the person I was looking for was there, surprising both of them. "Ey, Shota, Hizashi. I have a question to ask you guys about Izuku" They both looked at me worryingly "has her eyes always looked so dull? And what has her father and his friend done?" They went wide eyed at my first question "No, the little listers eyes have always been bright and full of light!" Hizashi sounded extremely worried "when she was younger her and her mother were abused by Izuku's father. He has also raped them and I guess one of his friends raped Izuku as well. Her mother was also murdered right in front of her by her father. Remember the Midoriya case from around 8-9 years ago, when the mothers body was found in the woods and their child was missing? That's her, she was the missing child." Shota explained and I was shocked "That girl is only 15 and she's been through so much" I responded full of shock "That's not even all of it. Also please don't call me Hizashi, either call me Yamada or 'Zashi when Izuku is around. Although it is spelled differently from her father's name, she is always on edge when that name is spoken of. When we first took her in, it took months for her time get comfortable around me because she would always attack me out of fear."
We kept talking about this matter and I ended up staying the night with how late it got.

Bakuhoe's pov

My eyes flutter open as I yawn. I felt arms wrap around me and someone nuzzle my chest so I look down and spot a sleeping Izuku cuddling me. A smile made its way onto my face. I almost forgot that she was here. I look at my clock and read '6:30'. I sigh 'I'm glad we don't have shool today' I feel Deku shuffle around and groan tiredly "morning nerd" I rub her head and she jumped a little "O-oh morning Kacchan" her voice was quiet and sounded forced "don't talk stupid. Your voice needs to rest" I sounded angry but I was just caring for my friend. She nodded "C'mon. Go to your room and get dressed. I'll meet you downstairs for breakfast" she nodded and quickly left to get dressed. 'Her eyes look so empty' I thought to myself as I got dressed myself. I wore ripped jeans with a white t-shirt. I brushed my teeth and my hair then headed downstairs and then to the kitchen. Our teachers were there along with the number 3 hero, Hawks. A few other class mates were here as well but all the girls were on the couch asleep. I started to cook breakfast for everyone.