Heartbreak Girl ||Ashton Irwin||

three.

Ashton's POV**
  I hear her trying to bite back a sob. "Goodbye." She says. No. I start to run into he door until it breaks. Shes holding a blade to her vain. Fuck no. I snatch it and flush it down another toilet. Ally starts crying and punching my chest as hard as she can. "Why the fuck did you do that!? I wanna die! I wanna die!" She screams at me. I just leave her till she let's it all out. Once she's out of breath she just collapses onto the floor and sobs loudly until she's hiccping. I hold her in my arms and whisper calming things in her ear until she calms down. I grab her arms gently and look at them. There's many cuts, burns, scars. How long has this been going on. Then it clicked. The long sleeves, all the bracelets. I was blind that she was so hurt. "Aren't u hot Ally?" "I'm fine." I'm so stupid! She really wasn't fine at all. "How long?" I asked, dreading the answer. "Four years." She said, tears brimming her eyes. "Why Ally? Your perfect, why would you hurt yourself?" I said rubbing her cheek. "Because I deserve it, just like Dylan ays I do." She responds. "No you don't! He's an asshole who doesn't care about anything but himself." I said, meaning every word. "Why do you care so much Ash?" She asks me. I tense up. Should I tell her? I sigh. "Well you're my best friend, Its my job to care." I say forcing a small laugh. "Yeah." She says smiling. Just then she got a text from he one and only Dylan. I huff rudely when I see his name flash up. It reads, "hey babe if you haven't killed yourself I want you to meet me after school in the back. We need to talk babe." What a dick, I think to myself. Ally looks up at me worried. Then she gets another text reading, If you don't your diary will be everywhere. She starts to cry again. I hold her close as she cries to me again. I text my mom that I'm coming home early its an emergency. She responds "fine but your going to school tomorrow" I thank god that my mom is so cool and tell Ally were going to my place. She quickly texts her mom and we leave without signing out. I drive to mine and Moms at work. We walk into my house and we go to my room to go to sleep. She falls asleep before me and suddenly I'm not tired anymore. I get up without waking her and start writing the song for Ally. Heartbreak Girl.
                                               
    I ended up waking up at my desk. I must've fallen asleep writing that song. I look up and Ally's not here. I check the time and school had just ended. Oh no. There's a note on the bed that says, had to go meet Dylan behind the school I don't want my diary everywhere. I was so worried I just threw on my shoes and ran out the door. I drove even though its walking distance because I didn't want to waste time. I was there in five minutes and there weren't many kids there. I ran to the back of the school and saw Dylan kissing Ally,and she was kissing back. They hadn't noticed no I jus ran off, broken hearted. I got in my car and drove home. I went to my room and cried. Whats wrong with me? Why'd I think I ever had a chance? I'm so stupid. Ally wants Dylan, no matter how bad he treats her, why can't I just live with that? Those were my last thoughts before falling to sleep.