Heartbreak Girl ||Ashton Irwin||

thirteen.

 Ally's POV**

            I woke up from my alarm feeling really refreshed. I was kind of excited that Ash was taking me out. It was 5:00 now so I got up and took a quick shower, using stuff to make me smell good. I got out and dried off. I looked at myself in the mirror. 'fat'  I knew I was fat but I didnt have time for this. I pushed the thoughts away. Not right now. I blowdried my hair and decided to leave it naturally curly. Then I put on light makeup. I put my hair in a messy bun and went to get the outfit I chose. I put on my white ripped skinny jeans and a black longsleeved BMTH shirt. I wore my black vans and checked the time. I had 10 minutes until Ash got here. I went back to the bathroom adn looked in the mirror again. I hated my hair color, brown. I think I'm gonna dye it. 'fat. fat. FAT! FAT!' They were getting louder. I havent eaten in days and dont plan on eating any time soon. 'FAT!' I couldnt take it anymore. I got on my knees and shoved my finger down my throat. This wouldnt be the first time. Anything that could come up came up. Gross. I brushed my teeth, put my toothbruh in my purse, and went down stairs. Ash should be here by now. I checked my phone and had a text from Ash. 'come outside' I started feeling insecure and just wanted to lock myself up but I forced myself out the door. He was waiting in the front. It was starting to get a little dark but no too dark. "You look beautiful." He said kissing my cheek. "Thanks, you look nice too." I said smiling. We started walking  and he held my hand. "Where we goin?" I asked. "You'll see." He said smiling. "Ashh, I hate surprises." I said smiling. "I know." He said laughing. I groaned. We ended up at the pizza place I saw him with that girl at. I wasnt hungry. "I have something after dinner too." He said smiling. "Ash, you dont have to do all this for me." I said. "You deserve better than this." He said. I blushed. We say down and waited for someone to take our order. "So, does a medium ham and pineapple sound good?" He asked, knowing that was my favorite. "Yeah, sounds fine." I said. Then a waitress showed up to take our order. The same one Ash went on a date with. "Oh, hello Ashton." She said, her eye twitching. Ouch. "Hi Alana." Ash said calmly. "Why havent you called me back?" She asked, looking at me in disgust. "And what is that?" She said pointing at me. That hurt. A lot. 'wow. shes a good judge of character.' "Not now." I whispered. "I havent texted you because I dont like you and this is Ally, she's a person too. So treat her like one. Can we have a different waitress please?" Ashton said. She just stood there. "Fine." She said, turning around. "Sorry about her, she's crazy as hell!" Ash said laughing a little. "yeah, its ok." I said. A new waiter came around. "Hi, Im Adam and I'll be taking care of you tonight. Im sorry about anything going wrong tonight." Adam said smiling. "Do you want anything to drink?" "Yeah, could I just have a water please? Thanks." I said. Ash looked at me like I was crazy. "I'll have a soda, thank you." Ash said smiling. "Ok, I'll be back in a second." He walked away and Ash immediatly asked me whats wrong. "Ash I am fine, I promise,, just not in the mood for soda tonight." I said, plastering yet another fake smile. Ash just let it go but he looked hurt that I didnt tell him what was up. I just sighed. Adam came arounf with our drinks. " Are you guys ready to order?" He asked clicking his pen open. "Yeah, we'll have a medium ham and pineapple please." Ash said, setting them menu down. "Will that be all?" He asked. "Yes." Ash said. "Okay, your food will be done shortly." Adam said grabbing out menus and walking away. We sat in an awkward silence for a while and then I started getting a call from my mom. What the fuck? She never calls. "Its my mom, I have to answer, I'll be right back." I said smiling quickly and stepping outside. I answered. "Hey mom!" I said, happy she was actually calling me. I heard glass hit the floor. "Where are youu slut?" She slurred. That stung. "I- Im just on a date." I said. "With who? Did I tell you to go out? Where are you bicth!?" She screamed. I started to cry a little. "Mom Im on a date with A- Ash." I said quietly. "So now your hooking up with your best friend?" She laughed. "Your such a fat whore. Go kill yourself." She said laughing hysterically. I cried even harder. "Now your crying slut? Whatever. I hate you." She said. " You dont mean that." I said, praying this was all a dream. "Shut the fuck up." And with that she hung up. I sat down on the sidewalk and just sobbed. Then I heard someone walk up to me. "Allycat?" I heard Ash's  familiar voice. "Hey." I said quieltly looking down. "What's wrong? And dont tell me your fine, cause your not." He said sitting beside me. I hugged him and cried and told him everything. He looked hurt. "Your not staying with her anymore." He said. "Why? Where will I go?" I said. "You don't know what she'll do now that she's drinking again. Remember how bad it used to be when your dad left?" He asked. "Just come live with me, my mom wont mind." He said smiling. I smiled back. "Thank you so much." I said hugging him tight. He hugged back. "Well lets go eat the foods probably getting cold." He said laughing lightly. I went a little stiff and then loosened. "Okay." We walked back into the pizza place and sat down. The pizza was here and Ash just grabbed a piece and started eating. Ash looked at me waiting to see me eat. I grabbed a piece. And just to satistfy I slowly ate three whole pieces. I felt awful. 'what a fat ass!! Wow. already caved in.' We finsished up and Ash put the money on the table. Adam came around. "Its on the house for the problems. Owners treat." He said smiling. "Thanks." Ash said smiling. "I need to use the restroom." I lied. "Okay but hurry, it's already 7:00 n I still have something else." Ash said smiling with his dimples poking out. "I will." I said smiling back. I went to bathroom and checked the stalls, no one was hear. I quickly threw up the pizza, brushed my teeth. I walked back out to Ash. "Ready!" I said, already feeling better. "Lets go." He said. We started walking but Ash didnt tell me where to. We ended up at the beach in our secret hideout we found when we were kids. It was all decorated and lit up and his guitar was sitting on top of a blanket. I gasped. "Ash you didn't have to do this for me." I said. He smiled big. "Yes I did, so you know how perfect you are." He whispered to me, kissing my cheek. "Wanna swim?" He asked. I laughed. " I dont have a swimsuit." I said. Plus I had cuts all over my stomach and theighs. "Bra and underwear is pretty much the sme think as a bikini and if you dont want me to see I'll turn around." Ash said. I was hesitant, but it was kind of hot out.