Heartbreak Girl ||Ashton Irwin||

nine.

Michaels POV**

              I decided after what happened I shouldnt leave her alone. She might do something she'd regret. After she ran home I walked downstairs and told them I'm going to check on her. Since I didnt have a car I ran to her house and the front door was open. Her moms car wasnt here and I was srating to get even more worried. I ran upstairs into her room and she wasnt in there. Her bathroom light was on though. I attempted to open the door, but it was locked. I heard a loud thump on the floor and broke the door down. When I saw Ally laying so lifelessly with blood covering her and next to an empty bottle of sleep pills and I nearly started crying. It was all my fault, I shouldnt have kissed her. She doesnt like me back. I called an ambulance quickly and they said they'd be here in a minute. I picked her up and started whispering that it'd be alright, more to myself than her. I carried her outside and the ambulance was already here. I set her on the stretch thing and they took her inside and offered me to ride along. I jumped in. I called the boys telling them to meet me at the hospital and asked Ash to call her mom. They asked me a few questions and I answered them calmly. Once we got there everyone was already here, wow that was fast. Her mom immediatly started crying when she saw the state Ally was in. She started running to side of the stretch thing (lol i dont know what theyre called xD) along with everyone else. Once they got her to the ER they made us wait in those really uncomfortable hospital chairs. We waited for a few hours and Ash litetally paced back and forth the whole time. While Cal and Luke just sat quitely, with no color in there face. I really like Ally but were just not meant to be. Her and Ash need each other. I know they both like the other and they dont want me to tell. So what the fuck do I do? I just hope Ally's okay.

             Ally's POV**

                     I woke up to bright lights not knowing where I was. Once my eyes got used to the brightness I sat up. "Oww." I groaned. Everything hurt and I was hooked up to a bunch of machines. Shit. Im in the hospital. Then all the memories came back. "Fuck!" I said out loud. Then a blonde lady came in with a clipboard. "Oh hey sweetie, your awake!" She said, too cheerfully. "How do you feel?" She asked. "I feel fine, just a little sore and my stomach hurts." I resonded. "Well, they had to pump your stomach to get those sleeping pills out of your system." She said. "Oh." I said, quitely. "You have people put waiting for you. I know ones your mom and theres four other boys out there, would you like me to send them in?" She asked. "Yes please, just one at a time though." I said, not wanting to hear everyone at once. "Okay dear, I'll be right back." She said, exiting the room. I just layed back and waited for someone to come in.

Ashtons POV**

                     Once the blonde lady came back saying she was alright and that we could visit I instantly relaxed. Ally was fine, thank god. But we could only visit one at a time though. We agreed that Ms. Parker should get to go first. So she went and they talked for a few minutes and she came back and I decided to go next. When I entered the room I felt my face drop sadly, seeing how weak she was. I walked up to her and cupped her cheek. I studied her for a moment. Even then she looked beautiful. A felt my hand get a little wet and realized tears were rolling down her cheeks. "Oh Allycat." I said, hugging her gently, so I didnt hurt her. She started to sob into my shoulder. I was really worried about her. This isnt the first time she's wanted to commit suicide and I dont know what Dylan might pull on Monday. This is not how I wanted Sunday to go. I pulled away from the hug and we sat quitely. "Ally, why? You have so many people that love you and if Michael wouldnt have come to check up on you, you would be, would be.." I stopped mid sentence and started sobbing until I hiccuped. "I cant lose you Ally, I dont know what I'd do with out you." I said, trying to stop the tears. She just looked at me with a face that said sorry. "Ally, promise you'll never try this again. Please." I said, practically begging her. She didnt respond, she just looked away, trying to hold back tears. "If you go, I go." I said simply, walking out. Cal went, then Luke since Michael insisted on going last. Finally, Michael got up and went to visit.

     Allys POV**

                     Michael hadnt come in yet so I knew he was next. I knew that it would be a little awkward since we kissed. I enjoyed the kiss, honestly but Im in love with Ash. That's just how it is. Michael walked in and sat beside me. "Hey." he said, smiling weakly. He looked a lot better than before, even though his hair was still everywhere. "Hey." I said, smiling back. "Im sorry about everything Ally, I really am. I know your in love with Ashton, so I need to just get over it. I know I will, even though it hurts." He said, finsishing his little 'speech'. "Its okay Michael, I know what it feels like to like someone, but they dont like you back. Thats what I'm going through with Ashton righ tnow and it hurts a lot. But I'll get over it." I said, a few tears escaping my eyes. I really need to let Ash go.

             Mikey's POV**

              If only she knew that Ash is in love with her. But I cant tell her. God damn. I cant let her get over him! Looks like I'm going to play match maker later on. "Thanks for saving me too." She said. "Your welcome, but please dont do it again. Cause there might be a time where I wont be there, so just dont go." I said whispering the last part, trying not to cry. I guess it was too late because I felt a tear roll down my chin onto my hands. I faked a sneeze trying to just play it off. "I hate colds." I said, a bit dryly. She looked at me for a moment. "Please dont cry." She said. I didnt answer, leaving us in that awkward silence. I gave her a quick hug. "We'll all be waiting till you get out, okay?" I siad. "Okay." She responded. After I left I saw the blonde lady walk in. I went and sat down with the others, just waiting.

                 Allys POV** (i know a lot of switching pov Cx)

                     The lady told me I could go home now but she needed to talk to me and my mom. My mom came into the room with us and the lady started talking. "I think your daughter needs serious help and that she should be enrolled into therapy." She said. She just started rambling about how it could help me get better and that its for my own 'safety' My mom agreed to have me talk to a physcologist once a week. Every Saturaday at 1:30 for an hour. I agreed just so I could get the fuck out of the place because I was really tired. Once we were finshed we left and my mom gave the boys a ride home. "Bye." I said to Ash since he was the last one we dropped off. "Bye Ally! Be safe!" He called. Once it was just me and Mom it was a little awkward. "So, are you okay?" She asked me when we got home. "Yes mom. Im just really tired." I responded, yawning. "Okay honey. Go get some rest, love you." She said kissing my forehead. "Love you to mom." I said. I started to walk away and then my mom asked me to wait. "Here, that lady said to take these once a day, staring tomorrow every morning." She said, handing me a bottle of anti-depressents. "Okay, thanks mom. Night." I said, walking out. I am not taking a pill to be happy. Nope. I changed into pajamas and went to go brush my teeth, seeing my bathroom with dried blood on the floor and the empty bottle of sleeping pills. I cleaned up the mess quickly and brushed my teeth. Then I layed down, drifting into a peaceful sleep.

               Okay so I couldnt let Ally go... yet. (laughs evily) No Im JUST KIDDING. lmfao Im not a creep Cx but two updates, one day. BOOM. you know what that was? Your mind being blown. lol xD even though the chapters were kinda short.. :/ I completely ship Ashly. What do you think? anyways, have a good day guys :) ill update again tomorrow