Haunting Sins Of Pasts

கடவுள் வளர்க்கப் பார்க்கின்றேன்.....மிருகம் மட்டும் வளர்கிறதே.....

"Illa nee mullai aa kalyanam pana"....stuttered his mother...

"Adhu KAIRA kaga matum dan......illama vera edukagavum illa......yaarukagavum illa...purinjikonga"

And with that he stormed off like a wounded lion....to lick his blood oozing out of scar.....

Not knowing another lion was waiting to pounce off on its prey, for the sins he did to his family.....

The family he had woven with great difficulty...

He would have even forgiven this shit piece of a man, had he told or for a moment looked like he repented for what he had done to her....

But, No.....

While she was busy coping up with the mistake, he was roaming around free without an ounce of guilt...

What is he?

What is this guy really made of ?

Is he even humane?

How can someone sleep with a women, mother of a girl child, propose marriage with that very same women the next day and then move about with his life as if nothing happened?

How could he?

She hadn't come today all thanks to this amazing creature.....

He remembered the moment she left this place....holding on to nothing but only him for support......

It was when she was carrying their seed of love.....

He had forgiven this family for the mishap they had done in the Mandabam with Mullai but, he just cant keep his mind off from what he did in Bangalore...

The so called saint of the family.....

"Idhu dhan kadhir

Ivan dhan kadhir

Ipdi dhan kadhir...."

A tagline he remembered hearing to many years ago, when he had met this family in disguise...He was accompanying mullai to Karaikudi to meet Murugan and Parvathy, his mama and athai...

And he had gone on a small mission to meet the family that was responsible for the heartbreak of his girl, Mullai and also a catalyst for the strong women she had emerged into...

He wanted to meet each and every single person of the family...the traitor tribe of the Dec 12 event.......

The one who had rejected her, Jeeva for another women he loves, Meena and

The one she had rejected, Kathir...

The patraich of the family, Dhanam and Moorthy and the mother, her Athai...the kadaikutty, Kanna.....

They had all moved forward in life, looked very happy and Mullai had also moved forward in life from her first love as she proclaims or her first infactuation, as he corrects.....

He didn't want to plot a revenge on them.......But, today, in these circumstance, he wished he was given one chance of revenge and vengeance he carried on this guy...

He had fucked up the very sanity of his Mullai

Daily, he saw Mullai repenting, withdrawing, going into a cocoon of guilt, not concentrating on anything or anyone...

But, still trying to move on from the blunder she committed...

He had consoled her countless times, asking her, requesting her, begging her to move forward from that night....

But, he couldn't get the old Mullai back...

The one he had left before the mission....

And here this guy was roaming around happily like a vagabond, enjoying his days, going about on trips, mingling with nature....