அடங்காக் குதிரையைப் போல அட அலஞ்சவன் நானே
ஒரு பூவப்போல பூவப்போல மாத்திவிட்டாளே
As the car crossed the toll gate of Bangalore into Hosur.....crossing the states.....
His mind drifted to the happy times of his life....cutting through the present to the time when he was an angry guy with no smile on his face....but who was genuinely happy...
His heart and eyes smiled instead of lips....
His actions spoke in place of words.....
The one he was living before adorning this facade of a happy man....
The gethu kathir he carried off as an armor.....was broken to nothing by two women in his life....
All it took was women to change his world.....
Two strong women.....was all it took to break him down to pieces.......into nothing......
For people whose past looks dark, doesn't the present look brighter??
Then why did his present push him back into the dark hole??
Why him?
He was never a saint.....he was a man with flesh, blood, emotions, feelings and hormones just like any other boy of his age.....
What was it that pulled him yesterday to her to Mullai.....?
Mullai.....
He couldn't keep his hands to himself.....
She was the one he touched after long years......she had made his heart skip a beat yesterday in that rain.....
Something snapped inside him......the control and desire he had buried inside him for almost a decade.....
He is back.....to the void in his life
Once again to where it started.....just that it was not the same women.....
Irony....
He couldn't swim out of it.....nor could he drown into it.....
Colorful was his past....
Be it an decade back or the past yesterday....
Just his present was dark.....
DARK like his heart....
Despite knowing he had no chance.....no use....
He willingly succumbed to the past......
His girl....
The one he had shared himself with......
The one to whom he had given himself totally.....the one from whom he had got back nothing but love or so he believed.....
His happiness....
Her twinkling eyes.....
His rough hands.....
Her softness....
Her cute fringes.....
Her smile.....
Dreams he wove keeping only her in his mind.......
His engagement......
His love............ Vishaka.......
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Haunting Sins Of Pasts
FanficWho is haunted? What were the sins??? What is the salvation?? What was the redemption??? Is there an end to the misery??
