Haunting Sins Of Pasts

எங்கே செல்லும் இந்த பாதை யாரோ யாரோ அறிவார்

He was thinking of a plan...

A plan to escape from reality.....

He needed some space alone...only for himself .......to bask into the glory of his stupidity....

The stupidity he commited yesterday...

How is she?

Is she fine?

Is she also in guilt just like him?

He felt it was a moment of need at that moment....

He had approached her expecting nothing but a slap but what was presented to him was a night he will repent....

Had she slapped him, he wouldn't have had so much guilt, he wouldn't have issues in case he met her accidently...

But, now,

All he wanted was some moments of soltitude preferably with nature or with unknown people....

Somewhere far away, where his face or name wont be identified...

He wont be questioned...

And now he will drop Aadhi at his school, and start off on his journey of self repentace....

"Chithapa" called Aadhi...

Kat: aan sollu da...

Aadhi: school vandachu...

Kat: hmmm...he took a deep breath....Nala padi seriya.?

Aadhi: seri .....neengalum pathukonga....

Ennaku ennamo naan pazhaya kathir chithapa va pakara madiri iruku...

Kathir stared at this boy, what does he mean by old kathir chithappa?

He can never become the old Kathir even if he wished tooo.

Kathir: pazhaya chithapa na?

Aadhi: therla ......aana apdi thonudu.....neenga okey thane?

Kathir: enaku enna da....naan nala dan iruken...

Aadhi; kyra nethi apdi sonadu?

Kathir's face changed at the mention of yesterday....

Aadhi saw his face going red in anger, or sadness he couldn't point....

Aadhi: illa chithapa....avaluku ava appa na romba pudikum .....adhan....

Kathir: naaan adha pathi pesa venam nu sonen adhi......kelambu...poi nala padi....

Naan varen and he gave his luggage bag and instructed driver to take the car...

Kathir is very much aware that Aadhi was matured beyond his age, may be the days he stayed in orphanage till the tender age of 7 had moulded him with maturity exceeding his age...

He has seen himself in the small boy, when he was brought new to the house...a glimpse of himself....and Aadhi was most close to Kadhir from early days...

So, he could understand the boy's concern....

But, he wasn't in a mood or the mind for any of these...

Once seated in the car,

Kathir: thambi, enna railway station la eraki vitrunga...

Driver: enga poringa na?

Kathir: oru chinna tour...veetla keta solidunga....naan konja naal la vandiruven......Phone panren nu solunga...

Driver: thaniya va na poringa?