The Kim Family ✔️

Realization (Edited)

Yoongi

I'm beside myself, I don't know where he is and he isn't answering his phone. Everything finally came crashing down on him, his feelings for Jungkook, his brothers leaning on him all the time, his parents putting unrealistic pressure on him, and the last straw his Grandfather denying his dream for his own selfish reasons. No wonder he blacks out, no wonder he has panic attacks, no wonder he finally walked away. I really don't blame him, maybe he needs time away, but I hate not knowing if he's safe or not. Jungkook came into the house, "Yoongi what happened?" The family looked toward me for answers. "He finally snapped, he couldn't do it anymore."

Taehyung

"And its all our fault", Tae says coming down the stairs. "What do you mean", my father asked. "You guys never believed me when I told you that Jin-Hyung and I have a special bond, I feel him and he feels me. The day he saved me from that guy, he knew the minute he woke up that something wasnt right, Jin used to come into my nursery and hold me while I slept, we'd rock for hours in the chair by my crib, He knew what I needed before I did, I didn't even have to cry", I said smiling. "I never knew that", my mom says. "It was just him and I, no offense Joon, but you acted so grown already that you never seemed to be around." I touched his shoulder, He smiled and nodded. "Hes been the rock of this family, taking on every ones burdens and problems that no one ever thought of asking Jin what he wanted". "All he's wanted is his restaurant", Yoongi said. I nodded, "and then he finally finds the one he wants to give his heart to and that one gives his heart to someone else". I look at Jungkook. "Jungkook", Yoongi says, "you hung up the call earlier when you saw Jimin kiss Jin, but you didn't see the rest, he pushed Jimin away and said that he couldn't, because he was in love with someone else". Jungkook hung his head, "I'm stupid I know, and I denied him because I was afraid." "Mom and Dad, you are to blame also, putting Jin on a pedestal, knowing he couldn't ever fail you or let you down, Joon and I never envied him, we pitied him because we knew the standards you set for him, you didn't set for us. If Joon or Tae failed its ok Jin will clean it up. Yet he never acted like the spoiled child, he never treated us like he was the favorite." "You need to stick up for Jin-Hyung against Grandfather and tell him that Jin deserves what he wants with no strings." "Now we have pushed him away and we dont know where he is or if he is ever coming back."

Jungkook

He has also been having very bad panic attacks, it felt really nice because I seem to have an effect on him and I could help him calm down". "He said the last one he had was bad, he had a hard time catching his breath." If he has another one, I don't know what he will do. "You okay Jungkook", Yoongi asks. "No, I need him to call or come back, there is so much I want to tell him."

2 months later:

Jin

C'mon Jinnie, lets go!" I check myself in the mirror again, I'm skinnier than I was, I haven't had much of an appetite. Its funny how much your heart is actually connected to your stomach. The black skinny jeans look good on me though and I still have a cute ass, that I didn't lose. But my abdominal muscles and ribs are more pronounced and my collar bones stick out a bit more, but I still have the chub in my cheeks. The white silk shirt shows it all off, and these jeans don't leave much to the imagination down in the man department either. The black choker adds a certain kink to the whole outfit. Ill just keep these 3 buttons undone also. My black hair is messy and I have the black eyeliner working tonight. I'm so ready, I need this. "Lets go Jiminie" I say coming down the stairs. "JIN, Holy shit, I am not letting you out of the house looking like that.. what are you doing to me, Damn baby, you are fine." as he twirls me around. I laugh, "Stop it, lets go." We get to the club and we make our way to Jimin's table. "JIN", I hear behind me. "TAE", he runs up and hugs me. "Oh my god, where have you been, why didn't you call me", Tae whines. "I'm sorry Tae", I say. "Big Brother, look at you Mr. sexy, Jin you need to come home, please, I gave everybody a lecture about how they treat you so badly and they want to apologize to you, and Mommy is just beside herself since you left, Please", Tae begs. "Maybe Ill come by tomorrow", I say. "Good, if you promise, you cant break it." "I promise and I wont break it." I say. "Meet me at the house at noon." I hugged him and told him I missed him so much. "Ill be there."

Taehyung

GROUP TEXT....

Jungkook; Yoongi; Mommy; Namjoon : Be at the Mansion tomorrow at noon.

Jungkook: Ok

Yoongi: Ok

Mommy: What's up Son?

Namjoon: Yes Boss!!!

Jungkook

Tae doesn't know I am at the club with him, his usual guard had an emergency so I told Yoongi I'd watch him just to take my mind off stuff. We still haven't heard from Jin and its been 2 months. I really fucked up, and may not be able to fix it. I watch as Tae runs toward a group of people, "JIN"... He's here. Holy Shit look at him, I feel myself getting turned on just by looking at him. Then my phone goes off.. Text from Tae, Be at the mansion tomorrow. I bet he talked Jin into coming home. I look and see that Jin is with Jimin, and of course he's all over Jin. Oh god, what if they are together now. Did Jin sleep with him, has he been with Jimin this whole time. I feel sick, I want to throw up, Why does my heart hurt? Because I have fallen in love with Jin, and I can finally admit to myself, but It might be to late.

Jin

Look at all these people looking at you Jinnie", Jimin pouts, "I'm Jealous". I just look at him funny, I'm not having fun like I thought. Thinking about going back to the mansion tomorrow and all the family bullshit makes bile come up my throat. My head is starting to hurt, it doesn't help I think about Jungkook 24 hours a day, I hope he's happy with whoever he's with. I don't know the last time I got a good night sleep, or even ate a decent meal. I don't feel like cooking anymore, and that's big for me. I may have to go home tomorrow and say good bye to them all for good.