Why R U(Dew Blue)

7:what a shame

Dew's POV:
It was all his fault. I hate that guy.
He was drunk and I just wanted to help him that night. When we arrived at his condo, at first I carried his friend and laid him on the bed after that I took that bastard  from my car to his room.
"Hey, let me go..." he was getting on my nerves.
"Shut up!" I shouted.
He was telling me to do it, but on the other hand, he had held me tight. When I was throwing him on the bed, he grabbed me so hard that I fell on him. At that moment, our lips came in contact with each other. Why I dont know but I keep kissing i tasted the bittersweet taste of the alcohol. It was like the taste of his mouth fascinated me. I wanted to push him, but I couldn't. Shit..... He wrapped his arms tightly around my neck.
Eventually I was able to get rid of him.
"Fuck you...." I yelled.
Now, I cant forget this. After that night, I hated him more. That make me crazier.
Diiiiiiiiiiiinggggggg~
"Shit..... it was nightmare..... fuck you Blue." I grabbed my head. Because of that bastard It's been a week since I woke up earlier than usual. I don't want to see him at all. He really make me crazy. I took a quick shower and got ready. I hurried down the stairs and got into the car to drive to the university.

............................

"Hi, Dew. What's up? You look awful." Champ said when I got to class.
"Nothing new." What could I say?
"By the way, did Blue give you the sheets?" Champ asked.
"Which sheets?"
"Asshole, about our project." Ansewered.
"Not yet." Honestly I ran away from him every time I saw him.
"I gave it to him two days ago. He should have delivered it to you by now."
"Maybe he forgot it." I said.
"Ok... let me call him." Said and took his cell phone out of his pocket.
"No need." I was anxious. I hurriedly took the phone.
"Why are you acting like this?" He was confused.
"I'm going to find him after class." Told.
"Ok..... but dont forget to complete the project. We have to deliver it tomorrow."Emphasized.
I just nodded. I'm wondering how I'm  going to deal with him.
Shit..... I'm going to die because of stress.....

"Damn you, Dew. The class is over."
"Huh.... what?"
"Stop daydreaming. We have to go."
"Oh...... ok"
"Let's find some snacks I'm hungry." Champ said.
I just nodded.

..............................

I didn't see him in the canteen but.....

In the football field, I saw him. He was training.
It was time to meet him....
"Hey, kid.... give me the sheets." I was stressed.
"Hello, P'Dew..... ok... let me go to the changing room. My bag is there."
I couldn't even look in his eyes.
He went and came back with the sheets.
"Here you go" he said with low voice.
I grabbed the papers and quickly wanted to get away from him.
But....
"P'Dew...." He called my name.
I didn't even look back.
I don't know when he reached and put his hand on my shoulder.
"Take your hand off my shoulder." I yelled and grabbed his collar.
"Ohhh.... sorry P'..." He said in a trembling voice.
I let him go.
"Get lost in front of my eyes." I yelled fiercely.
He ran away.

I don't know why I felt unhappy. Maybe I act very impolitely toward him.
The rest of the day I was not feeling well because I treated him very badly..... shit.... I feel a pain in my heart. It make me uncomfortable.

After training I looked for Blue.
I found him in the changing room. He was packing his things.
"Ommmm...... Can we talk?" I said in a calm manner.
He nodded.
"Ok... let's talk on the way."
I stepped forward and he followed me.

"Ehhh.... I'm sorry for my today's manner." I broke the silence.
"P'Dew... did I do a mistake? You are mad at me. Even you didn't talk to me whole the week . I know you hate me. But I want to know my mistake."
"Really? Yes... I hate you... do you want to know why act like this?" Again I got angry. I grabbed his neck. I pressed my lips to his and kissed him. I couldn't think properly. I was puzzled.
He pushed me roughly. "What the hell you did?.... fuck." He was rubbing his hand over his lips.
"What is your problem? If you dont want to kiss me why did you do that night?"
"Which night?"
"The night I brought you home."
"Damn you..... I was drunk that night. I didn't even remember what the fuck happened."
"Fuck you...... Blue."

I didn't say anything and I could only get away from there.
Damn...... why did I do that? It was a mess......

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