Why R U(Dew Blue)

8:Sadness

Dew's POV:
Diiiiiiiiiing~
"Yes...." I answered the phone with a low voice.
[Hey, man. What's going on? Why didn't you come to uni for three days?]
"Nothing....." I said with a painful voice.
[Don't lie.... I'm coming to your condo.] And he hang up. What the hell. I said nothing but....
Shit.... why did I do that? It all happened in a second. My actions were faster than my brain. It was just a shame for me. Even I don't know why I did that. When I think about that I get headache.
Damn you, Blue......
I was in my thoughts when the doorbell rang.
I stood up and went to the door.
"Hi." Said and send me a tiny smile. I just waved.
He entered the room.
"Sit there" I pointed to the sofa near my bed. And I sat on the edge of the bed close to him.
"Hey, man you look awful. What the hell happened to you?"
"I'm fucked up, Champ." Tears fell down and wet my cheeks.
"You can tell me what happened." And put his hand on my shoulder.
"I don't know, Champ. I'm confused." I was about to cry.
"Tell me." With a kind voice.
"At first I was mad but now I cant even properly think." I said and stare at him with empty eyes.
"Ok.... why dont you tell me directly, Dew?" And made a puzzled face.
"I think... I think I like him." Suddenly I was embarrassed and stared at the ground.
"What? Who?" He was surprised.
"Um....." I couldn't answer.
"Dew..... I said who."
"Blue" said with a low voice hoping he didn't hear it.
"What? .... oh.... shitttt." I didn't know how was his face expretion bcz I couldn't look at his face.
"....."
"Does he know about it?" Asked.
"I don't know." I raised my head.
"How? Didn't you talk with him?" He was confused.
"At first I thought It was because of anger. But when I kissed him I realized my feelings about him."
"Kiss?..... Did you kiss each other?" Champ said and stared at me. I just nodded.
"Ok..... ok. What was his reaction?" He asked.
"He was mad. It hurts, Champ.... he hates me." A tear fell down from my eye.
"Oh...." he couldn't say anything.
"...." I didn't talk anymore. We just became silent. I laid on my bed and he stared at his phone.
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"Ohhh.....ho... it's eight p.m . Let's go out for drink." Champ broke the silence.
"Don't want" I was sad.
"Come on, Dew. Don't think too much." He insisted.
"No.... I don't feel well." I was tired and too lazy to go out.
"I dont want to hear any excuses. Get up." He pulled my arm.
"Well...well...." I accepted went to the bathroom to take a shower.
"Just hurry up...." he yelled.
"Ok....ok"

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In the fact I was depressed and wanted to quit writing bcz of that I update it too late.😔
I don't know know why I feel sad and bored.🤒
Sorry for mistakes. English isn't my first language and I feel like I can't write English anymore.😩
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