Use to be~ Robert Georges

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Roberts pov:
It's been a few weeks since y/n has been taking Antidepressants and she hasn't been herself. It's like she's there but she's not like how she use to be.

We went over to y/n's house and went on live.

Roshaun: Hey bitches. I'm here with my rats and my rat queen y/n🙈

Y/n: haha yeah. She says dryly.

We were just goofing off and answering questions and y/n hasn't been bursting out laughing making fun of us. Midway into the live y/n's hand start to shake.

Robert:yo you good y/n?

She looks over to me and says "yeah I'm fine"

I've had enough and went off still in the live.

Robert: y/n just stfu with the "yeah I'm fine"bullshit! She then flinches.

Robert: I need the old y/n back. Why were you flinching? The old y/n would've just laugh but no your not her. I'm tired of you saying your fine.

Y/n: Robert. You don't think I'm tired too? Without going a day without crying and knowing I'm a bad daughter and I'm a fuck up and I fuck everything up!

Robert: just stfu. All I wanted was you to be the y/l/n I always loved. But No! She isn't back she has to take these pills to be a new person. Just be yourself y/l/n.

Y/n: maybe the y/l/n you loved was the one who harms the y/l/n you love. If I didn't take these pills I wouldn't even be here. If I'm being myself that means these thoughts won't go away. If it wasn't for you guys I wouldn't be alive right now.

Robert:...

Y/n curls up into a ball putting herself in the blanket while Alvaro is caressing her cheek in a friendly way. Alv:shh it's gonna be okay.

Y/n:I'm not crying I'm numb now. She whispers.

M:umm guys we were still on live.

Y/n: just stfu and continue what ever you guys were doing with out me.

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I took a nap and heard my phone blow up. I was tagged in a video from TikTokroom and it said. "It seems like y/n is taking antidepressants so she wouldn't kill herself"

Why the fuck are they posting my personal business?

Mattia: y/n I know you saw what they said didn't you.

Y/n:yeah now I have to go on live and talk about it.

Kairi:it's okay sis, just take your time.

Y/n: you know what I'm just gonna tell them.

I started the live and already 490 people have joined and asked questions.

Y/n: hey guys as you already know I've been taking antidepressants pills so now I guess I have to tell you guys now.

I took a deep breath.

Y/n:Well ever since I was in 6th grade I was kinda a happy kid nothing was wrong with me but until I told my mother I joined the basketball team. She told me I was just worthless and she hated me also wished she had another daughter just because I didn't want to cook or clean every single day. I wanted to be free and play sports and for my mom to love me for who I was. I then had surgery for something and I kinda was hiding in the stairwell of the hospital crying while everyone else was looking for me. Then this doctor kinda found me and ask me why I was crying for a little surgery. I told him I couldn't anymore and what I mean by couldn't I mean I didn't wanna live anymore and the voices in my head would kinda tell me to just die and that's what I kinda wanted. Up until this year my father died a few months ago and I knew my mom didn't want me so I kinda overdosed on a few pills and cut myself.