Letters I've Sent (l.s)

Dearest Harry,

Dearest Harry,

Hey mate, we miss you.

I feel terrible for everything that we didn't do together that I promised you that we would do. I guess we never had enough time for it.

I wish you were still here. Everything would be as perfect as it always had been, but nothing is perfect these days.

Zayn has resorted to drugs and alcohol to forget all about this. He called his engangement off with Perrie and has cut off all conversation with his family. I guess he just wants to be alone and wallow in depression by himself. I would probably do the same thing, but my mum is way too overprotective of me. He also called the meeting we had with management today. I talk about that later.

Niall doesn't do anything that makes him happy anymore. It's as if he doesn't know what happiness feels like anymore. He doesn't sing, play guitar, eat, or even smile anymore. He has started wearing those bracelets that he made for you the other day. I hope that it's not for the same reason that you started wearing them. I just couldn't bear to see another one of my best friends leave me.

Louis is horrible. He broke up with Eleanor, even if management told him not to. He wanted to get rid of all of his secrets that the real world doesn't know. So he had a twit cam where he came out of the closet. He deleted his account right afterwards, but the whole fandom is still freaking out right now. I'm happy for Lou, but he still won't get to spend the rest of his life with his Harry like he wanted to after he told the world about you two.

I feel like you cut because you never had anyone to talk to. I'm sorry that I wasn't there to talk to. I was too obsessed with my girlfriend that I didn't take in what was happening around me. So I broke it off with her. It's not like she would've cared anyways, I think she cheated on me several times before.

The meeting that we had with management today was probably as bad as your funeral. We're breaking up the band. We all still live together, but I doubt that it's going to stay that way for long. I'm sorry that we ended it, but none of us could stand the thought of going on stage without you.

Harry? If you still look over us and actually read what this letter says, will you please understand?

I hope you aren't missing us too much up in paradise.

Liam