Chapter Eighteen

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Soda POV

The pony was banging on the bathroom door. "Pony don't break the door" Darry yelled. He yelled out of the kitchen. Pony went out of the hall to us," I don't hear anything from the bathroom only like a faint sob" he said in a concerned tone. I looked at Darry than we all ran to the bathroom door. Darry took no chance and ram his body into the door. It broke open and we saw Lils cutting herself. Darry instantly pick her up and put her on the couch Pony came with wet towels, dry towels, and the first aid kit he looked like he was going to start crying and went to him and hug him.

Lillian POV 🥀

Darry pick me up and put me on the couch and started patching me up. After he was done I realized Pony was crying Soda hugging him and Darry sat next to me on the couch. "Like what the hell were you thinking" he yelled but also not a yell. I looked at him and back to Pony and started bawling my eyes out, "You won't understand" I somehow choked out. They all look confused and concern they were silent until Soda spoke up," What do you mean Lils?" Darry was hugging me and let go. Come on Lils you have to tell us. "No No, you won't understand okay!" I screamed that I stood up from the couch. All my brothers were shocked didn't know what to say. "Lils please we want to help you," the pony said with concern in his voice. "NO, YOU WON'T UNDERSTAND YOU WOULDN'T" I ran out the door and didn't stop until I reach the Tulsa bridge. I was on the ledge about to jump. I thought will all the hate from people it would be great to end it now people want me to anyway it wouldn't hurt anyone. Darry wouldn't have another mouth to feed not have to worry about me. It would just solve anyone's problems. "Lils?" I heard someone say I look over its Dally and Johnny. "What are you doing?" Johnny said confused. "Guys just leave I'm fi-"

"No she is- is not she- just cut herself," Pony said from the other side of the bridge across from Johnny and Dally. Darry and Soda behind him. I turn towards the water than to Johnny and Dally than to my brothers. I jumped off the bridge. 

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