Written Words #2: My Concealment for Love

Poetry: It is all about the pretentious feelings of being just a friend because of the love that cannot stand. –canarypenman

I tried not to love,
But I can't stop the feelings I have.
Nothing I can do,
So I pretend that I am not in love with you.

It is like I am fooling you,
But I am fooling myself, too.
This is so crazy,
But it's right, maybe?

So, I have this concealment,
And I used a false statements.
It's not really bad either,
'Coz I think this is much better.

And you treated me a friend,
So I used to pretend.
I know it's about to end,
And here's the love that I can't stand.

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Honestly, I fell in love with a person who will never love me in return. And of course, that person is my friend. A friend of mine that is so special and important. He's so lovely, sweet and fun to be with. We made it to the point that it seems we have a mutual understanding but for some reason, it suddenly changed. He's no longer the person I know and it hurt me. That's the time I realized I fell in loved with him, I love him but he doesn't love me in return and to find out that he's in love with someone. This pain shall pass, just wait for the right time.

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~CanaryPenman~

My Concealment for Love

2012.November.19