Our Multiverse (Jenlisa One shots)

Heavy

Jennie pulled her suitcase to the front door.

She stopped and looked at her now ex lover.

Lisa sat on the couch head down.

"I-im sorry", She told Jennie.

Jennie hated herself for doing this, It was not Lisa's fault she carried so much "baggage" with her.

What if it was her in Lisa's position?

Lisa would definitely stay.

"Take care of yourself Jennie", Lisa said, trying to smile through her tears, knowing yet another person leaves her, and yet, another load to add to her "baggage"

Jennie knows after this she would never love the same way again.

How could she?

Some one as kind and understanding as Lisa was special.

But she can't handle it.

She thinks back to all the time Lisa has been left alone to deal with her head by herself.

How dark is it up there?

How much more way can everyone find to rip Lisa's heart out?

She hates herself for being like every other person to Lisa.

But she is scared.

The constant visits to the therapists

The various prescriptions for her mental state.

All the reassurance she has to provide to Lisa that she love her and only her.

How damage does someone have to be to need it so much?

How much does someone have to be abused to be that insecure?

Jennie said her last goodbye to Lisa as she took one last look at Lisa's broken face.

Jennie really is sorry.

But she's not strong enough to carry the weight of Lisa's heavy heart.

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This world can hurt you,
It cuts you deep and leaves a scar.