Here Without You were playing. It is such a good song.
Many thoughts ran through my mind. Like, what would my life be like if my dad never left, what if my mom found a new boyfriend, what would it be like if my mom left my brother and I instead of my dad, and what if my dad is remarried. Too many thoughts!
I just don't understand how you can love someone at one minute then the next minute you don't love them.
This world is a messed up place. I don't understand it.
Why am I listening to sad songs?
Do I miss my dad? Should I forgive him? Should I call him? No! No Elizabeth! What he done to you, your mom, and brother was wrong.
I wonder what he even looks like.
What if he is bald, has a Mohawk, I really don't know.
I wander if he has a Facebook?
My heart started pounding. I never thought about looking him up on Facebook!
I grabbed my cellphone off the shelf quickly.
I unlock my phone and go on the Facebook app.
I clicked on the search box. I typed the name Charles Ours. After I typed his name, a good bit of men popped up. That really helps me...
I scrolled down the names. I don't even know who to look at because I don't even know what he look likes. I would ask my mom if she has any pictures of him, but I rarely doubt it. She probably trashed them all. Well, I would if I was her.
I exited out the Facebook app.
I decided to go to bed. I plugged my charger in my phone. I shut my lamp off. I then closed my eyes and fell asleep.
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How To Love Again
Teen FictionElizabeth, her brother, and mother have been together since their dad left them. Life was hard raising Jimmy just with Elizabeth and her mom, but they made it through. Something very tragic happens in Elizabeth's life. She is forced to go live wi...
