Broken Little Bird

Letting go

I wrote this chapter last minute hope you like it!! I saw the new twilight movie today!!It was SOO good!!LOved it!!ANyways, the song I listened to while writing this chapter is on the side bar. I'll put up the lyrics version. Love this song and I love singing with it. I watched Toy Story 3 yesterday. SOOO goOOOdDD!! Ilove that movie!!!! Enjoy the chapter and listen to the song. AND GOOO!!!

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*Keelee's POV*

I heard the other boys go downstairs, but Liam remained in the room. He lifted me up and set me on the bed. I looked down, avoiding his gaze. He lifted my chin up, making it impossible for me to avoid his eyes. 

"Keelee.Forget the past. You have me now.Nothing can hurt you. Not even Izzy."

I flinched when he mentioned my cousin. She had changed, but I could never really forget what she did to me. In fact, she was actually a really amazing friend. I gave her another chance, and I didn't regret it for a second. The memories still haunted me though.

"Liam, I was letting everything out. I was breaking down my walls.I built up my walls, adding on throughout my life, through every hurt. I never cried. I was an emotionless robot on the outside. On the inside I was drowning in my tears. I needed to let it out. To let everything go. To forgive everyone for their mistakes. I feel like an enourmous weight has just been lifted off my shoulders. You have no idea how happy I am right now Liam. If it weren't for you, I might not even be alive right now. I love you so much Li.You have no idea how much you mean to me LiLi."

Looking into his eyes, I saw something. Something i couldn't quite put my finger on. He looked amazed? I couldn't really tell. He pulled me into his chest, enveloping me in his arms. We lay down, in each others arms, just hugging. This was a perfect moment. Both of us were crying, but they were happy tears. I had never really cried happy tears. There weren't a lot of opportunitiesto be that happy in my life. But I was putting my past behind me now. I was living in this moment, not dwelling in the past.

"Riee... You have no idea how incredible you are. So many people hurt you, in ways I can't even begin to imagine. But to know that you have the strength to put that all behind you and forgive them? I would never, in amillion years be able to do that. That just shows how strong you are. You even became Izzy's good friend after all the pain she caused you. You are a truly amazing person, and I don't know why you were put through this. Why you had to go through everything."

"That doesn't matter anymore Li. All that matters right now is that I'm happy and that I have you. Now we have company so if you don't mind. I'm taking a shower. I'll be down in a bit, okay?"

"Okay Riee. I love you."

I looked into his eyes, and I knew he meant it. Unlike Jace. He never meant it. But that didn't matter anymore. Liam loved me and that's all I care about.

Standing up and unwrapping his arms from around me, I walked across our room to the bathroom. Opening the door and locking it, I turned the water on. I looked into the mirror. My hair was everywhere, matted and ugly. My face was dirty and tear streaked and my eyes were red and puffy. I looked terrible. I sighed, trying to brush through my hair. I succesfully got the tangles out, and splashed my face with cool water. Feeling a million times better already, I climbed into the shower quickly, and let my mind drift off while i washed my hair.

I wanted my wedding dress to be simply stunning.I wanted to name my first son Elliot. I had always loved that name. Elliot James Payne. That sounded good. It had a ring to it.And my daughter would be Elise. After Jena, her midlle name was Elise. Brooklynn Elise Payne. I liked that.

I stepped out of the shower and into the cool air. I walked over to my closet and threw on some clothes, not really paying attention, my mind was elswhere, thinking about the future. I opened the door and headed downstairs with a smile on my face. I felt so free, I should have let everything go along time ago, that would have made my life a whole lot easier.

I walked into the living room, and realized just how perfect my life was. Sure I had gone through hell earlier, but now, it was actually perfect. My friends were in the corner, talking about the wedding, getting excited about bidesmaid gowns. The boys were watching the futball game and laughing. I would never let this go. This moment was the definition of perfect. My life could NOT get any better. I loved it the way it was.