Broken Little Bird

Broken trust and Broken hope

*Keelee's POV*

Niall, Meagan, Beau, and Jena had come over for dinner. Zayn and Perrie were having some alone time because little mix was going on a short tour soon. Lou and El stayed home because they couldn't leave Harry alone anymore. Last time they did, they found him passed out and his arm was bleeding. 

I felt really bad for knocking him out, Lou had told us what really happened. Caroline had forced herself on him when he was really drunk. He didn't remeber really, until he saw the pictures. 

This destroyed him. He hadn't been the same since and he never really left his room unless he had too. He was depressed, he even cut himself.I was going to talk to Jena later tonight, she needed to know the truth. 

Liam and I were sitting on the couch when we heard Jena and Beau start argueing again. This had been happening a lot lately. Liam pulled out his phone and walked to the kitchen, starting to record. I followed him, noticing Meagan and Niall were sitting at the table, staring at the two like they were freaks. I didn't blame them though, this was the first 'fight' they were witnessing. Jena started to yell again.

"No Beau!! For the last time, I am NOT a robot!!"

"Prove it!!"

"I have feelings too you know!!"

"No you don't."

"It's not my fault I have one facial expression!"

"You're a robot!Stop argueing with me!"

"Beau!!Prove to me that you aren't the robot!"

 "Don't turn this conversation around Missy!!"

"If I was a robot, I wouldn't know 'The Thing' and I wouldn't think it was funny!"

"Well, I guess. But tell me what the thing is first!!"

"Now Matt, shhh cause the sofa bears don't know."

They collapsed on top of each other laughing. I rolled my eyes, Liam stopped taping, and Niall and Meagan looked truly scared. Liam grabbed my hand and pulled me back to the living room.

"I'm going to send this to Harry."

"No Liam! That would just make him worse."

"No, he'll see that Beau isn't anything special. Everyone knows they still love eachother."

"Okay, but he better not hurt himself again. She needs to forgive him and stop trying to move on, this wasn't even his fault!!"

"What do you mean it wasn't his fault!!Of course it was! He flacking cheated on me Keelee!!"

Shit. Jena heard me.  Niall and Meagan sensed trouble and walked out the front door. Beau was standing in the doorway, confusion etched across his face.

"He was wasted. You know how Harry gets when he's drunk. Caroline forced herself on him. He wasn't in his right mind, and he thought it was you. But when she kissed him, he realized it wasn't you and pushed her off. Then Zayn grabbed him and took him back to his flat."

She turned around and went up to beau, grabbing his hand and storming to the door. She didn't care. She was being selfish and didn't even think about going back to Harry. I threw up my hands in frustration and stormed to my room. Liam knew I needed to cool off, but he still came after me. He grabbed me before I reached the bed, and lay down with me. I sighed and closed my eyes. Praying sleep would come over me.

*Jena's POV*

What the hell!! So know even my best friend was on Harry's side!? Are you kidding me!! At least I still had Beau. Who knows what would've happened to me by know if I didn't have him. We were back at his flat and Beau was trying to cheer me up. We were watching the notebook, but I wasn't actually paying attention. I think Beau noticed, because suddenly he attacked me. He wouldn't stop tickling me and I was extremly ticklish. I couldn't breathe.

"Harry!!Stop it!!I can't breathe!!"

He sat up instantly, disapointment and anger clouding his eyes.

"Jena, I think we should just be friends."

My heart dropped. I didn't have anything to hold onto anymore. Beau dumped me, Keelee took Harry's side, as I'm sure the rest of them did. 

"Hey, you can still stay here until yoou sort things out. I just feel like you don't really have feelings for me. You are obviously still in love with Harry. I think you should just forgive him. It wasn't even his fault!!"

No. This wasn't happening. So now Beau was on Harry's side!!!This couldn't be happening to me. Why didn't anyone understand that I couldn't get back with Harry!! Sure I wanted to sometimes, well all the time, but I couldn't be hurt like that again. I felt like everything was closing in on me. I had to get out of here, Now. I got up and sprinted to the front door and out of the flat. I ran as fast as I could, just letting everything out. I forgot about everything, it was just me right now. I didn't realize how long I had been running until I arrived at Keelee's flat. I ran up and grabbed the spare key from in the flower pot and quickly opened the door. I ran to the guest room and collapsed on the bed sobbing. Why did everything have to go wrong? Why did everything have to be like this!

Liam sat down on the bed and lifted up my chin so he could look in my eyes. He obviously could tell what happened.

"Shhh Jena. It's going to be okay."

"How could you say that Liam!! Nothing is ever going to be okay again!! Beau broke up with me and told me to get back together with Harry!! Everyone is closing in on me!! No one understands that I can't get back with him!! I've wanted him back so badly since the day I left him, but I can't!!I can't be hurt like that again!!No one understands!!! Not even Keelee!!That's the least she could do!!I was there for her when Jace cheated on her, why can't she be here for me!!"

Liam seemed suprised."Take your time healing Jena, I'll tell him that you need time. I'll tell everyone to stop bugging you."

"Thanks Li. Kell's the only one that knows this, but I have trust issues. It takes a long time for me to be able to let someone earn my trust. But once that trust is broken, it's harder than hell to get back."

Liam looked sad, he gave me a hug and stood up. "Jena, I'll be back soon. I'mgoing to Beau's house to get your stuff. Your staying here with Keelee. You need her and she misses you. You weren't the same when you were with Beau. It's almost like you changed yourself into a nerd so that he would like you. That's not the Jena we know in love. Fighting about robots instead of if your allowed to write 69 everywhere? I don't think so."

I laughed and lay back down. I was going to forgive Harry. I just needed time.