The Messed Reason (JGMAR's Sequel)

TMR - 8

ERICHS'S POV

Have you ever felt the feeling that you wanted to take back all of your words that you have said? Well, I guess. I am feeling it now.

I don't have any idea if I am going to talk to Matthew again or

Ughh! I don't even know neither understand my feelings and all of this.

"Erich!!" Don't look Erich. You have no time for that.

"Erich wait!"

"Erich." Then, he pulled my arm. "Talk to me."

It's Tyrone Matthew.

"What do you need? What do you want?"

"I want to talk about Kassandra." He said. "I thought you promised me that you'll be on my side." He continued.

"Oh, actually yes. I did but suddenly? I wanna take it all back." I sighed. "You wanna talk about Kassandra? Okay, I will allow you, but it is too much to ask if you want to talk to her. Tama na Matthew, wag mo na siyang paasahin. Everything will change tomorrow. Everyone's life indeed." Nice preech erich, nice.

"Sa tingin mo ba ginusto ko to?" He said.

I decided to go away from him. Everything that will happen tomorrow can change everyone's life, and I am sure that it will hurt my bestfriend so much.

"Janella, are you okay?" I looked at the back. Oh, it's my twin.

"Oo Julian. Why?" I asked him. I am not, and I am sure that he's not too.

I'm not okay. Stephen's gone, Matthew lost my trust, CJ won, Kassandra doesn't know anything.

"Wala lang, Anyway. Uhm, si Kass." He really loves Kassandra but hindi pwede, ninong ni Kass si Daddy.

"Oh yes, what about her?" i asked.

"Is she alright?"

"I don't know, I haven't talk to her." Sabi ko, He's asking so much about someone, but he still can't ask himself if he's okay.

"Ah." He said and sat down beside me.

"But, Julian. Are you okay?" I asked him. This is not our typical moments, this is not how we talk.

He just laughed at me and so I rolled my eyes. Nakakainis.

"No, I am not. Through Kassandra's eyes, we can all see that she's inlove with Tyrone. Alam mo yung nakakainis dun? I gave her up secretly tapos pababayaan lang pala."

"Nakakainis eh, yung sobrang pinapangarap ng lahat, binabasura lang ng isang tao."

Napatahimik nalang ako, I never imagined Julian saying those words. Aaminin ko, mali yung words niya.

I can see on Tyrone's eyes na ayaw niya, na mali yung ginagawa.

Pero, Hindi ko siya mapagtanggol. Because Julian's my brother and I need to support him.

"Oy." Jeremy.

"Did you see Stephen?" Why on earth I will find him?

"No, Hindi naman siya nagpaparamdam e." Napa-frown naman si Jeremy.

"Ah, si Diandra? Nakita niyo?" Umiling nalang kami.

And that goes it, Wala si Diandra at Stephen. Asan kaya sila?

"By the way Jeremy, totoo ngang lilipat si James ng school?" Tanong ni Julian sa kanya.

Seriously?