Can't Let You Go

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After my shoot for Vibe on Saturday, i took a flight down to California, for one i missed my own space and for two i had a club appearance to make here in Los Angeles

"Man where the hell is Bobbi?" Chanelle asked as we sat in the small dressing room they set up for me, i was currently getting ready to go the club appearance but we were waiting on my Wardrobe stylist to get here with my clothes, I understand that traffic was bad so i was giving her the benefit of the doubt but Chanelle on the other hand...she was about to lose her marbles, everything had to be on time and just right in her book

"She'll get here, just wait a minute" I said to her as i gently scratched my nose trying not to ruin the makeup that the makeup artist was doing

"She was supposed to be here 20 minutes ago!" She said getting up and leaving the room while dialing a number on her phone

"Your sister's on a rampage again i see" Tasha, my makeup artist said, she travels with me everywhere, I don't trust anyone else to give me a good makeup beat besides her

"Like always, but she likes stuff to be done on time, you know she's impatient" I said with a roll to the eyes

"Very" She said agreeing with the last part, I let out a little chuckle as i stared at my reflection in the mirror

"Add a little more color to the lips" I said to her noticing she was going light with the color " Just a little bit darker, i want that ombre effect" I explained

"Guess who i heard is gonna be making an appearance as well" She said

"Hmm?" I asked being she was working on my lips and i didnt want to move and mess her up

"Silk" She said making me roll my eyes" What? You dont like them?" She asked curious

"I'm sure you heard about me and Kenny's fall out last year" I said

"Oh really? I though that was just the media being trolls like always

"Nope, that was very much real..or so i damn thought" I said

"So he's really.." She trailed of and i softly nodded

"Yup, i have nothing against the gays or the bisexuals but the fact that he was in a whole relationship with me and dipping in and out of other men's beds fucked up my head" I said "Had me questioning myself but then i realised" I sat up causing her to back up from my sudden movement "I'm a bad bitch and i for damn sure dont need a man to tell that" I sat back and she resumed her stance infront of me " I had to check myself real quick, i won't ever let no nigga think he has some control over my mind, i'll put an end to that with a quickness" I said talking with my finger

"Mph, aint that the truth girl, we a year away from the 21st century, ill be damn if i enter it letting these men think they got control over us women" Tasha said i stuck my hand out for a high five in which she returned

"Damn right" I agreed
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"It's live tonight i see" I said as we entered the club Ecstasy, it was real dark but the strobe lights brighten it up a bit

Bobbi eventually came about 30 minutes late with my outfit along with a couple strong words from Chanelle, I felt bad cause she really chewing her out so i decided to tip her cause she had to go through a lot of trouble to get here especially with a newborn kid at home who she couldn't find a sitter for so she had to wait until the father of her child came home to leave, i understood but ya'know thats all below Chanelle, when she gives you a time you be on time no if, and, or buts about it

"Aint it always" She said she looked towards the DJ and whistled, her whistle was so loud over the booming music it caused a few people to look out way

DJ Cruise looked our way and nodded pointing at us in a greeting way, i smiled and toot my glass up at him