C H O S E N ✔ [Completed]

⚫ Lose you ⚫

I decided to come back home to my parents, not because I miss them but because I want to forget all about Jimin. I want to forget all the happy moments that me and Jimin explored at each other.

My heart is now broken into smallest cracks just like a glass that is imposible to pick up the pieces and build again.

From the time Jimin yelled at me, I cant stop crying. I want to make this up and fix but Jimin's voice shouting at me keeps me weak and cry all the tears that I have.

Im at the bus going to our province. I get all my luggages from the boy's house. All the things and clothes that Jimin gave me left at the house.

*FLASHBACK*
*1 HOUR AGO*

"Are you sure about this Seoyeon.?" Namjoon asked while watching me putting my things at my luggage.

I looked at him.

"I cant stand here anymore Namjoon. Please just understand me." I replied to him while crying.

I begin to packed again.

"I-I mean, leaving won't fix anything Seoyeon."

"Just let me leave. Tell everyone here that Im gone for good." I commanded pulling my luggage in my hands then walked out the door of my room.

"Seoyeon.!" Namjoon still calling me but I didnt look at him anymore.

Hoseok, Taehyung and Jin is at the sala, walking towards me.

"Fix this first Seoyeon before leaving us." Taehyung said.

I cried more. Remembering all the words Jimin told me.

"I HAVE NOTHING TO FIX ABOUT TAEHYUNG! J-Just- Just please let me leave. Please.!" I said while crying my eyes out.

I saw at the eyes of taehyung rolled down a single tear.

"W-What about us.?" Hoseok left out looking at me.

All the smiles I always see at their faces is gone now.

This is all because of me. This all.

"This problem is for Jimin and me only Hoseok. We are still friends. Dont worry about me." I said while crying.

I want to stop this tears but it keeps falling from my eyes. And I want to skip in this situation but I can't. I just can't.

Jimin is not home since yesterday night, since that time he yelled at me. I dont even know where he is.

Jungkook too.

I burst out at the door of the house.

*END OF FLASHBACK*

At the bus.

Im looking at the window, with the beautiful and quiet view of Seoul.

I will miss this lovely place so much.

Ill come back here but for another reason. I will miss the boys too.

Thankyou boys for the happy memories we built together. I truly love you all.

"Miss. Excuse me! Can I sit here?" A sudden voice interrupted my thoughts.

I look at my side.

An old woman. Looks like she is older than my parents, I think she is around 70 years of age. She's asking me if she could sit beside me.

I smiled at her.

"Yes. You may.!" I replied still smiling at her.

Then she sat.

I looked at the window again.

After a minutes of quietness, the old woman suddenly speak.

"Can I know where are you going honey.?" She suddenly spoke.

I look at her still in my sniffles.

"Im going to Busan, to my parents actually. Grandmother." I replied smiling.

Then she suddenly smiled.

I look at her eyes. Old men and women are always giving me comfort everytime I look at their eyes that are seems like full of love.

Silence take over us after a minute until she suddenly speak.

"Don't pretend to be happy honey, I know youre not."

I looked at her confused.

She lovingly smiled at me.

A tear rolled down at cheek, maybe she saw my puffy eyes because of too much crying.

"Life is hard and I felt that when Im at your age honey. Its okay to cry sometimes but don't ever ever give up. Because once you give up, you will lose someone you love. That someone is only waiting for you to fight for it. Fight for the one you love honey. You can do it." She explained while smiling at me lovingly.

I can feel the sincerity in her voice while looking at me.

I can feel comfort at her eyes that are looking at me.

"Full of struggles beneath our path but we must also learn how to overcome it. To fight for it."

She smiled at me.

"May I know.... What is your problem honey.?"

I never really expected to meet someone here who understands me.

And I let my heart trust her.

"I-Its my Boyfriend." I replied.

Then she sighed and smiled once again.

She hold my hands with her warm and comforting hands.

And looked at me.

"Its a Man." She paused.

But then again she continued.

"When you love him. Just continue on loving him. But when there is only reason in here."

She pointed at my heart.

"Your heart will tell you the right one. "

She squeezes my hands.

"You love him. Because your heart keeps on telling it to you. But when the time your heart stops beating when he's around. Your brain will tell you the reason why."

I hug her to just give me comfort.

I need someone's comfort. Just this time.

I cry my heart out on her shoulders. And felt the warm on her sweet embrace.

I MISS YOU JIMIN. I REALLY DO.