I'm scared by next year i'll still be alive. I'll be alive yet I still can't breath.
Can't I just ask for a way out..??
Would god be willing.?
Really, how much of this am I supposed to take.
If I just keep decaying, won't he listen. & here I thought I was meant for greater things.
Would it be so wrong to ask another..??
If I am tired & evil & sinful, won't you send me a devil..?
I'll give you my soul just give me some truce. Though it is not much with my lack of control. But a soul nonetheless. I did not have any use for it, slowly combusting, & barely afloat, could not move it but surly you would.
✄- - - - - - 食い倒れ - - - - - ✄
Kuidaore 'eat yourself bankrupt'
They ask me about my future, I tell them there's not much to build on. with this much sadness is anything even worth it..??
This sadness, It's worms eating up my bricks and leaving them hollow, and now they crumble & fall but they're still asking for more. Don't feed them, don't feed those worms, oh please just don't feed 'me'.
✄- - - - - - しょうがない - - - - - ✄
Shoganai 'it's out of your control'
Sometimes I wake up with the sun just rising, I blink & It's night with my wreathing tired body on the floor. How could you do this to yourself..?? But can't you see that 'I' could never actually do this to myself..? Take it if you can control it cause I am no longer inside of it. It is hollow & empty & cold, how could it be mine when i can't even move it..?
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Don't Piss on Me, I'm Already Dead
Poetry🚫Trigger warning🚫 What is poetic and what is tragic..? sadness which engulfs me. Tell me, what is about conveying this melancholic life that gives a feeling of escape & sanctity..? Either way, It's nothing worth your time, just something to waste...
