What are you BLIND?! ||*KilluGon*||

Chapter 4

Killua POV

we said our goodbyes and left, it was now 7:36 pm and my dad called my sister to come home because it was late, I didn't want to leave but I was pretty tired, as we were leaving I just can't help but think about gon and his blindness, how it must be hard to not see anything just darkness.

as I was thinking I didn't notice alluka calling me "big bro? Earth to killuaaa?? KILLUA!!" Alluka yelled I looked at her surprised "alluka don't scare me like that!! your gonna give me a heart attack.." I said "well it's not my fault, you were thinking about gon.." alluka said looking at me with a smirk, I looked at her with a red face "w-w-what n-nooo I wasn't I-I mean-" I said nervously, alluka just kept looking at me with that stupid smirk "you like him don't you?" Alluka said and that caught me off guard, 'do I? I mean he's very cute and all, but what happens if he's not gay? What if he's disgusted beacause I'm gay?" All these questions are driving me crazy, we got home and I went to my room and lay in my bed thinking, 'I feel like he's gay, for some reason he is..he's very cute like, must be bad not seeing how you look like, if I was In his body and wasn't blind I would love myself a lot' i got very tired so I put on some pjs and went to sleep.

。*〜Time skip (Next day)〜*。

Killua POV

I woke up by my stupid alarm, I kept getting annoyed so I smashed my alarm, 'opps..uh I'll just buy a new one' I got up and went to do my morning routine, meanwhile I kept thinking about that gon boy, he's just perfect, ugh that's embarrassing I'm never saying that ever again, I went to the living room seeing mito and gon talking with my dad and mom, 'WAIT WHY ARE THEY HERE?! WHY DIDNT THEY TELL ME?!' I stood there shocked my dad felt my presence and looked at me "ah killua your finally awake, i told your sister to wake you up but I guess she forgot to, anyways I want you to show mito and gon around the neighborhood ok?" My dad said, "oh uh..sure I guess l-let me just change I'll come right back" i said while staring at gon, he was wearing a black sleeves shirt with a grey shirt on top of it, and some light blue pants with the same black shoes from yesterday, I swear he just keeps getting cuter every single day.

I left and went to put some white sleeves shirt and a pink shirt on top of it, I got from my sister on my birthday, and some dark blue long shorts, I know it's cold but like who cares, anyways I went downstairs and saw my mom talking with mito and gon standing next to her, "oh, anyways it was nice to meet you miss mito" My mom said shaking hands with mito "it was nice to meet you too miss kikyo" mito said smiling at her.

I said bye to my mom and left with mito and gon with me, as we were walking we decided to take a break and went to a cafe, as we were done ordering I couldn't help but just stare at gon, he was so cute with that cute smile, "killua,gon im going to the bathroom I'll come right back" mito said leaving, It was a comfortable silence, he was staring at the window and I just kept staring at him, I heard gon said something but I quite didn't heard it again ugh stupid hair, "um I quite didn't hear that again, sorry" I said "u-uh I just wanted to uh..um" gon said playing with the napkin we got, I found that VERY CUTE, "u-uh w-when we leave um..can you h-hold my hand?" He said blushing red, I felt warm In my cheeks and smiled at him "sure" I said if he was a dog I would see his tail wagging.

When we left I felt something warm and I looked and saw gon holding my hand smiling warmly at me, I couldn't help but blush,we were walking back to their houses and I felt sad when he let go my hand, I wanted to ask him if we can hangout, I grabbed his hand again and he looked at me confused "u-uh um gon, uh are you busy today?" I asked "hmm no I don't think so.. why?" I started to get nervous 'come on JUST SAY IT JESUS ITS NOT THAT HARD' "u-uh um do you wanna go on a date?" I said, I realized what I said and started to panic "N-NO NOT L-LIKE THAT UH- U-UM-" I said "u-um sure! I really wanna know you m-more so.. y-yea" gon said smiling that stupid smile that makes my heart explode, I let out a relief sigh and smiled at him "s-so at 5:30?" I said rubbing my neck nervously "hmm sure!" Gon said.

"ok I'll pick you up and we can go and go somewhere maybe at a park ok?" I said "mhm!" Said gon now holding mitos hand and waving at me- 'WAIT OMG- I FORGOT MITO WAS HERE?!' I stare at her nervously "haha dont worry I don't mind just come back home before 12 ok?" Mito said, I left a relief sigh and waved at them walking towards my home happily, when I went inside I saw illumi and hisoka watching Netflix together cuddling, oh how they ruined my day, I definitely don't wanna see that clown, I still don't get how illumi loves him "hey killua-chan" hisoka said, "shut it clown" I said staring at hisoka deadly, "for the last time is not clown it's magician" hisoka said annoyed, I rolled my eyes and went walking to the kitchen to get a snack, I thought of going on a date with gon, it could be a romantic date- n-no it's just gonna just date as friends, yea- as friends...but I really wanna be more than friends..

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JESUS CHRIST 1075 WORDS IN TOTAL?! OMG well anyways that's it for today! Peace!!