"Fuck..." I breathed out as the hot water hit my sore back
God Connors a ruthless fighter he really held nothing back
I'd hate to be his enemy
I finish my shower and change into grey leggings and an oversized maroon hoodie
I put my wet hair up in a messy bun and noticed I had a small scratch on my right cheek bone
I sigh and just forget about it ill get lots more later on
I go out to the living room where Lia, Jc, Trevor, Tyler, and Sam were
There was a boy also named Sam so we all just called him by his last name Pottorff
I sit on the couch and watch TV with them
Trevor looks at me then my scratch
"Hey what happened to you cheek?" he asks
"Her and Connor were training" Jc answered before I could
I give a glare while he just gives me a goofy smile
"Oh I know how that feels he's a tough cookie" Tyler says
I just laugh " that he is" I say
"So what'd you two do yesterday?" Tyler asks
"Oh that's right you guys spent the day together how was that?!" Lia asks with excitement
"It was great we went to this house where he said some of you guys are a YouTube group?"
"The o2l house yup" Jc says
"Yeah and we went to his room and watched Maze Runner and Nemo then we went to Buffalos Reef and.." I stop and remember what had happened then a question pops into my mind
I stand up and walk out heading to Connors room
I burst in seeing him just walk out of the bathroom
He had a towel around his waist and was drying his hair with another towel
"Oh um sorry Connor um I-ill come back later" I say nervously
He smiles at me "no its fine whatcha need?" he asks kindly
I walk in and quietly shut the door
"I have a question about the marriage thing"
"Ok" he says as he starts to grab clothes
"What happens if I decide to not marry you?" I ask
He stops what he's doing
"... I don't know mother didn't say anything about that I guess you just go back to your pack and we leave this place"
"I don't think your mom would give up that easy" I say
He nods "your right ill talk to her today and ask her" he begins to gather some clothes "then I tell ya what she said" he smiles at me
"Ok thanks" I say
"Your welcome"
I smile back at him but then realize he was baked with just a towel on
I blush bright red
"Um I'll j-just go now" I stuttered as I opened the door behind me and slipped out
I close the door and lean on it sighing loudly
"God I'm so messed up"
I go back to the living room with the others
"What just happened Sam?" Lia asks
"Just had a question for Connor s'all" I smile
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For the last few hours I sat in my room watching movies and stretching my sore muscles every hour
I went to the kitchen were Rose sat drinking a glass of what looked like wine
"Nice to see you again Sam" she smiles
"Yeah"
"Connor tells me you gotten stronger in training today"
"Uh yeah"
" I was hoping you could come hunting with us" she then says
I was shocked for a second
I didn't think she would let me go out to hunt
"Really?" I ask
"Yes I watched you fight today your very good and I'd like to see how stealth you are hunting" she smirks
"Ok when do we leave?"
"In an hour now get ready" she says setting her glass down and leaving
As I start to get ready I form a plan in my head
.
I find he getting ready by putting y hair up in a tight messy bun
I wore a loose half sleeve grey shirt with a black tank top and some grey leggings and black Nike running shoes
I ne'er really dressed like this for hunting but once I saw Lia and Jc dressed like this like they were about to work out in cold weather I changed to this
As the sun went down and the light breeze became cold we all headed out sprinting into the woods
Everyone went different directions
The plan was to make a good kill and bring it back to the house
Rose made Trevor come with me which I was glad and surprised and I could easily out run him and I'm shocked rose would let the youngest wolf watch over one of the strongest I expected her to put Connor or Lia with me but I guess she had different thoughts
I ran fast Trevor on my heels
He was a short light brown wolf and skinny too
He didn't seems to have much muscle but he seemed like a wise little wolf
As I picked up my pace Trevor began to fall back
"Wait!" he barked
But I only ran faster heading for the only place I felt safe
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I sat quietly staring at them as Derek paced back and forth obliviously stressed heather and Tyler were there too they probably just told him the news
Joe sat at the table head in hands
Lydia sat on the couch with Stiles and Scott
The rest were somewhere else in the house
I could see harry in my room laying on my bed fast asleep
I sighed in relief he wasn't awake to hear the commotion down stairs
I looked back downstairs but froze right there as I saw all of the looking at me shock and confusion on there faces
Do they know its me can they smell my scent
I put my own little shield up so Lydia and stiles couldn't get to me
I see Joe call to people upstairs
Shit
I glance up and see Harry slowly get up and go downstairs
He freezes at the bottom of the steps as he looks up to me
His eyes were red and so were his cheeks
He's been crying
I could feel my heart break a little and tear fall down my white furred cheek
I back away behind a near by tree and change into my blue tiger form as I come out the other side
I see them all gasp in shock
Harry runs up to glass door
'Sam?' I hear him say
Oh my god
'Harry..'
'I miss you so much!' he says
I wanted to say it back to him so badly but I couldn't I just couldn't
This was such a bad idea this just hurts me more
Coming to see them just makes it harder for me turn and leave to continue getting to know Connor to continue liking him more and more each day
God it felt so wrong yet so right
'I'm so sorry' I say to them as I looked at the ground letting the hot tears begin to drip of my nose and onto the dull colored grass
'Don't leave us' Stiles begs 'come back to your pack!'
'I can't it'll make things worse make thing harder I just cant!!' I cry harder
'How?' Derek asks
I can't say it I just can't it'll break all of there hearts
'Connor..' I reply
It was silent for a moment
'If he ever fucking hurts you I swear-'
'No he doesn't hurt me!' I cut harry off snapping my head up to glare at him
'Them where'd that scar come from?!'
'Training'
'Sam just come back' Joe interrupts
Ten Harry slides the glad fort open stepping out
'Harry!' I worn
He slowly walks toward me
'Harry stop!!' I shout just as Connor jumps over me between me and Harry he snarls and growls at Harry
"Fuck.," I breathed out
Connor was in wolf form staring Harry down with his glowing white eyes
I change back to wolf and stand beside Connor
'Chill' I tell him
He suddenly stops growling and turns his attention to me
He wasn't mad or annoyed
He seemed to obey me and listen to me as if he didn't want to make a mistake with someone he knew I actually loved
I turn to Harry he glares at Connor
"Go back home harry" I say aloud
"Come back with me" he begs
I could suddenly hear Connor whine silently like he was whining in his mind but not out loud to where we could hear
I turn to him as stared at me with sad eyes
"I can't harry.. I just can't"
"Why?!" he shouts "don't you love me!?!?" He cries out
"Yes harry I do that's why I'm doing this to protect the pack to protect you!!!"
'What..?' Connor whispers to my mind
'What?" I ask
'Your saying you don't have real feelings for me that you're just doing it for him?' He asks sadly
'Who's you think she's doing it for?!' Harry buts in
I growl at him 'fuck out Harry!'
'Ill talk to you about this later Connor'
"As for you harry go home" I say sternly then turn and leave sprinting off as I entered the woods and began to actually hunt
