l4d2 X Reader oneshots!

nick x reader

Be warned:mentions of rape

"Holy shit guys!
KIDDIE LAND!!!"

Ellis yelled out as he ran towards it with gleaming bright eyes and a huge smile

"Sure feels like
were babysitting"

Coach said as he began to jog a bit to catch up with ellis

In the process he bumped into you
Making you flinch

"Oh dear! Y/n I am
so sorry I didnt see
you there honest"

"Its. Alright"

With a bit of shakines in your voice
You hated anyone who touched you without permission

No matter how minor it is it just terrifies you and makes you remember those horrible memories

But you were also glad that everyone respected your wishes

Well... almost everyone

As nick bumped into your shoulder on purpose

"Nick! Stop shoulder
checking er!"

Ellis yelled out

"You shout one more
time and you'll get
us killed in the next
horde"

You tried to shake off the feeling as you still remembered exactly where that monster put his hands exactly. Even if it had been months

"Ay y/n why is
Not touching
You a rule"

As he shot some more zombies

You ignored him trying to keep your feelings at bay as more bad memories came flooding into your mind

But his questions wouldn't stop

No matter how hard you tried to think of something else his questions would over power em

You began to grip your hair lowering your gun trying to steady your breathing as nick kept rambling his 'why' questions

"Its not that-"

"BECAUSE I WAS RAPED!"

you screamed out in frustration tears clouding your eyes as you so desperately tried to blink them away

Suddenly everyone fell silent as Nick's eyes widen and he immediately stopped asking

You sighed putting your fingers on the bridge of your nose trying to make your voice sound normal

"'I was raped.
Multiple times by
My own father Okay?!
You Fucking Happy?"

As you stared nick in the eyes with a tear streaming down your cheek

You hated crying in front of people, because if you did that would signal them that you were weak and couldn't control a single emotion

You looked away covering your eyes with your arm wiping your tears

"Y/n"

Rochelle said

Ellis began to reach out his hand to you  when suddenly you put your hand up to signal them to stop

"Stop.. I dont want
your sympathy. Now.
Were wasting too
much time let's just
get to the next safehouse"

As you began to walk past the four not wanting them to see you in such a weak state