You were finally alone
Ellis, Rochelle, and coach, and nick decided to venture out for supplies leaving you all alone to fend for the safe room as well as yourself
One problem you didn't give a shit
Clearly you never cared about yourself, always the self sacrificing self less one of the group
Whenever you had a scratch or something minor you refused to waste a med kit on it or passed it to someone who actually needed it
And plus no one gave a shit about you or at least that's what you thought
Maybe the others would cry if you died but ellis would be a mess since hes your best and only friend, but the other two with get over it within a week, Ellis would take a month
But nick?
Hell. He'd laugh at your dead body as he looted everything you had off and got annoyed with everyone mourning your dead self
He never gave a shit about you right?
All the sarcastic mocking, all the shitty things he says about you all the crap hes put you through
And as if today wasn't bad enough for you to have another break down
Today you had to grow without breakfast as food was running low nick put you through the absolute worse as the horde of zombies just didn't slow down leaving you with a bad wound on your side
At least you had vodka with you that was what kept you from jumping from the roof of the safe house
The sun was beginning to set as the sky bruised to purple and blues
Despite how much nick literally wanted to gut you how badly he treated you, sure he was joking but you were extremely sensitive and took all those jokes to heart convincing yourself he hated every inch of you
Why don't I just sing as venting
Sure you could've screamed your lungs out and cry then and there but that would attract a horde
You sighed
(Play song now)
I've been holding my breath
I've been counting to ten
Over something you said
I've been holding back tears
While you're throwing back beers
I'm alone in bed
As you remembered every little thing nick did to make you wanna die but also keep trying to get him to like you at least a little bit
You know I, I'm afraid of change
Guess that's why we stay the same
So tell me to leave, I'll pack my bags, get on the road
Find someone that loves you better than I do, darling, I know
'Cause you remind me every day, I'm not enough, but I still stay
Just the thought of nick being with some other girl made you feel sick to your stomach as the welling tears grew stronger but somehow you kept your voice steady as you kept on singing
Feels like a lifetime
Just tryna get by
While we're dying inside
I've done a lot of things wrong
Loving you being one
But I can't move on
You spotted some zombies crawling up as they heard you sing, not even phased you just pull out your pistol and shoot em off. How rude interrupting your 'concert' like that
