haunted (sungjoy ff)

Epilogue

Allison Jade,

If letting you go was the best way to see you happy in the future, I'll never regret doing that over and over again.

Because in a short period of time that I had spend with you.. I admire you for being a girl with dreams. I realized that your dreams are wonderful as you.

I don't know what will happen to me after leaving you without any explanations at all. You have been my stars that I want to reach and with you.. I build a dream.

To be the girl I will spend my life with. The girl I want to build a family with. Future kids. Dream House. Cars. And most of all, the genuine happiness that we both deserve. I want to do all of them with you, but it's too impossible now.

You may not understand why I did this, you may not hear the whole reasons why but..

I want you to chase your dreams (not only the chasers at vilkiss lol), chase your dreams.. even without me. Because every dreams do come true. I owe you to believe in yourself. Never lose hope.

Because I promise as you climbing up on your stairs to reach your own stars. I'll also find myself. I'll start something new with your.. memories with me.

And that is why thank you. We probably met for a reason, either you are a blessing or a lesson.

But you are them both.

Live well. I am proud of you.

Hopefully yours,
Toby

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"Doc kamusta po? Okay naman po ba?" namamawis na ang noo ko sa kaba, ni taranta akong humarap sa doctor.

"Maselan ang panganagak n'ya. But we will do our best" tumango ako at naupo sa mga upuan doon sa gilid.

Pumasok muli ang doctor sa pintuan na nasa harapan ko at wala sa sarili kong iniinom ang bottled water na kanina ko pang hawak.

"Toby!" napatayo ako at sinalubong ng yakap si Alli. Nakabihis pa s'ya dahil galing s'ya sa shoot. May make up pa din s'ya.

"Kamusta daw?" napapikit ako ng madiin. "Maselan daw ang panganganak sabi nung vet" sagot ko.

Bakas din sa mukha n'ya ang pagaalala.

Hinalikan ko s'ya sa temple n'ya kaya napatingin s'ya sa akin at ngumiti tipid.

"Ruffles will be fine" inalok ko s'ya na maupo at sumunod naman s'ya.

Ruffles is our new dog. We didn't bought it, though. Inampon lang namin from her family.

We also have another golden retriever one. Bigay naman sa kanya ng mga fans n'ya.

After half an hour lumabas na 'yung vet kaya napatayo kaming dalwa.

"You can see them inside" lumiwanag ang mata ni Alli bago nagmadaling pumasok sa loob. Sumunod ako sa kanya matapos kong magpasalamat sa vet ng mga alaga namin.

"Omg! Another doggies" naiiyak na saad n'ya. Napailing lang naman ako.

"Next time, real babies na madam" ipinatong ko ang baba ko sa balikat n'ya.